Mad At Myself

THIS MORNING SUCH A NOT SO GOOD STARTING DAY FOR ME. EVERYTHING IS MESSED UP. SCREWED UP. MAD AT MYSELF. JUST DON'T WANT TO BE HONEST PEOPLE. WHY I AM SO KIND? LURUS SANGAT? ARGHHHH THIS IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN ANYMORE. I'LL TRY THE BEST THAT I CAN TO MAKE SURE I WON'T DO THE SAME THING AGAIN. I'LL KEEP IT. BUT I DID IT FOR A REASON. FOR A PURPOSE. A VERY CONCRETE REASON. NOT ONLY FOR MYSELF BUT FOR MY FUTURE FAMILY. MY HERITAGES. EVERYTHING. TODAY I'VE LEARNT A LESSON. THANK YOU FOR THAT.