4. Maybe you're mad at your ex and you don't want to spoil our time. So you ended our message's time suddenly.
5. Your handphone masuk toilet bowl/ jatuh longkang/ masuk air/ rosak.
6. Lastly, I am thinking something big now. But not in a good way. In negative way for sure. It's really make me worry and make my blood vessels go ups and downs. And of course what I am thinking right now is something negative. And I can't stand to say it. Well you may guess it. Girl's heart. Of course I am afraid. So do you, right? Girls out there, I mean.
Frankly speaking, I don't know what I feel right now. It's a mixed feelings. Worry + Sad + Angry + Merajuk + Doubtful + but my SAYANG still there for YOU.
* Worry because I don't want anything happen to you.
* Sad because you're 'disappeared' just like that.
* Angry because you didn't explain anything at me. At least tell me you are busy or something or someone bothered you.
* Merajuk lah sebab tiba-tiba je kan. Berbeku rasa dalam hati ni. Sampai tak tau rasa mana yang banyak menguasai.
* Doubtful because the way you disappeared. Well kalau tak banyak, sikit rasa was-was tu mesti ada. Alasan yang ni ada kaitan dengan no.6 kat atas tadi tu. Fahamkan apa maksud saya?
* SAYANG. Need I say more? If you ask me, I would say sayang is still there. I don't want to deny it. Or else I'll be a liar.
Mat Dallas a.k.a. Kyle XY. He cute. Isn't he? His eyes make me melting. Mata macam nak nangis je. Pastu lak ada lesung pipitnya tu, Argghhh *cair dah ni*.
Ed Westwick a.k.a Chuck Bass of Gossip Girl. His face looks so fierce and thats why he looks so sexy. Plus he got wide jaw. Note : Man with wide jaw really makes me dropped-jaw ;).
Jansen Ackles of Supernatural. I adored his cool looks.
Argh this man. The late Heath Ledger. I started knew this actor when he acted in 10 Things I Hate About You. I was like, Wow! Handsomenya! For me la kan. Kalau orang lain, saya tak tau la dia orang menilai macam mana.
Chad Micheal Murray of One Tree Hill. I knew about him through Galaxie's Magazine. And of course his eyes really captivating me ;).
Kalau perasan all of these men, got wide jaw. I don't have any idea why I like wide jaw man. Maybe they look HOT! At first, me myself didn't noticed about their similarity. Tapi dah lupa la macam mana boleh terperasan lak.
2. What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.
St. Augustine 354-430, Numidian-born Bishop of Hippo, Theologian
3. "When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
TARAAAAAA!!!!! Tekeju kee??? (ala-ala Eric Leong). Bukan Tara Reid atau siapa-siapa yang bernama Tara ok. Haaa tengok la blog ku ini! Berwajah baru!!! Dah lama tak renovate blog. Nak tau berapa jam renovate benda ni? 3 jam lebih wokk! Tengok Jiji renovate blognya, tapi gagal nak copy paste the HTML. So, I've tried myself to explore all the functions that provided in the Blogger.
Semua benda saya baca. I've tried this and that. But failed. Last-last guna basic change je. Haa masa ni la pakai click sana click sini, tup-tup jadi macam ni? Cantik tak? ;) Lalalalala ~
* Mau 100 kali saya click Home-Design. Kalau tak, tak lah rate tu dari 99+ dah naik jadi 11++. Kesabaran kena tinggi ouh! *
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag Drifting throught the wind Wanting to start again
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin Like a house of cards One blow from caving in
Do you ever feel already buried deep Six feet under scream But no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you Cause there's a spark in you
You just gotta ignite the light And let it shine Just own the night Like the Fourth of July
Cause baby you're a firework Come on show 'em what your worth Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework Come on let your colors burst Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own
You don't have to feel like a waste of space You're original, cannot be replaced If you only knew what the future holds After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow And when it's time, you'll know
You just gotta ignite the light And let it shine Just own the night Like the Fourth of July
Cause baby you're a firework Come on show 'em what your worth Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework Come on slet your colors burst Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own
Boom, boom, boom Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon It's always been inside of you, you, you And now it's time to let it through
Cause baby you're a firework Come on show 'em what your worth Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework Come on slet your colors burst Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"
Boom, boom, boom Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon Boom, boom, boom Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Oh written in the stars A million miles away A message to the main Ooooh Seasons come and go But I will never change And I’m on my way
[Tinie Tempah - Verse 1] Lets go… Yeah You’re listening now They say they aint heard nothing like this in a while Thats why they play my song on so many different dials Cause I got more hits than a disciplined child When they see me everybody brrrrrap’s, brrrrrraps Man I’m like a young gun fully black Barrack I cried tear drops over the massive attack I only make hits like I work with a racket and bat Look at my jacket and hat So damn berserk So down to earth I’m bringing gravity back Adopted by the major I want my family back People work hard just to get all their salary taxed Look Im just a writer from the ghetto like Malory blackman Where the hells all the sanity at, damn I used to be the kid that no one cared about Thats why you have to keep screaming til they hear you out
[Chorus] Oh Written In The Stars A Million Miles Away A Message To The Main Ooooh Seasons Come And Go But I Will Never Change And I'm On My Way
[Tinie Tempah - Verse 2] Yeah, I needed a change When we ate we never took because we needed a change I needed a break For a sec I even gave up believing and praying I even done the legal stuff and was leaded astray Now money is the root to the evilist ways But have you ever been so hungry that it keeps you awake Mate, now my hunger would leave them amazed Great, it feels like a long time coming, fam Since the day I thought of that cunning plan One day I had a dream I tried to chase it But I wasn’t going nowhere, running man! I knew that maybe someday I would understand Trying to turn a tenner to a hundred grand Everyones a kid that no-one cares about You just have to keep screaming until they hear you out
[Chorus] Oh Written In The Stars A Million Miles Away A Message To The Main Ooooh Seasons Come And Go But I Will Never Change And I'm On My Way
* Waiting to register for the next semester subjects is hell testing my patience yahh!!!!. Luckyily, my friend shared me this MV. I like how Eric Turner played the piano. Made me ok. *
Lately kan, asal geram je,saya akan makan. Bayangkan kalau 10 kali geram?! Tak ke 10 kali makan? So can you imagine that? Of course I gain weight!!! Ohhh nooo!!!!
Kelmarin pergi makan KFC. Motif? Geram sebab planning nak pergi a place, or a state to be exact, tak jadi. Not because of me. But my friend couldn't make it. Nak lepaskan geram, saya makan. And malam ni, sebab susah sangat nak tau yang mana satu jadual patut ikut, saya makan lagi. 4 keping sandwiches people!!!! Tengah-tengah malam makan sandwiches. Then jadi apa? Mesti tidur la jawabnya. Arrghhhh it's not good for your healthy. Plus, I'm damn exhausted. I went to Parliament today. It's fun, great trip, but at the same time, it made me tired. Really.
And for sure mi amore asked me to stop doing that habit. Tak kan nak lagi bumbum dari dia kannn??? Today dah dua hari tak bermesej and YM lama-lama with him. He's busy with his thesis. But a single message from me to him or him to me really made our day :).
Muka gatal-gatal dan pedih. Arggghhh tensionnya rasa! Ni semua sebab make up semalam la. Pffftt =_=. Semalam tinggal saya and 2 senior housemates je kat rumah. Then dia orang ajak make up. Saya tak nak. But, mengenangkan,( ceh terkenang la sangat!), dia orang dah last semester kat sini, jadi layankan je la.
Kak Farah la jadi mak andamnya. The rule? Saya tak boleh tengok cermin? Hahaha sebab Kak Farah cakap, nanti hilang seri! Perrghhh ghasa (rasa) macam pengantin dahhhh masa tu. Hahahaha. Then my handphone berbunyi, maknanya my querida message la tu. Then she said, cakaplah kat abang tu sabar-sabar. Tengah bersiap la ni. Nanti tak berseri lak nak sarung cincin. HAHAHAHAHA sangat tingtong ok. But, Kak Farah hanya cakap je. Dia pun tak tau siapa yang messagenya.
Dah make up bagai, dengan eyeshadow color ungunya, amekaw! ungu terus! Terang sangat! Tibalah masa untuk snap-snap. Photographernya di jemput khas dari... bilik 307/1! Maksu! (Wait, apasal banyak sangat tanda seru ni? Kau menaip sambil terjerit-jerit ke Nurul? ) -.-.
Maksu ni lak suruh buat macam-macam gaya. Tapi gaya tu semua kena lembut and ayu! Alaaaaa saya ni bukannya lemah lembut pun. Sampaikan mak andam@ Kak Farah cakap, hishhh budak ni, tak biasa la tu pose ayu-ayu. Memang la. Saya biasa buat aksi gila-gila and like 'who cares?'.
Lepas tu tengah snap-snap, Kak Farah pulak berangan jadi bakal MAK MERTUA! Hahahaha. Buat-buatla aksi sarung cincin. ALAAAA NAMPAKNYA BUKAN TANGAN BAKAL MAK MERTUA I YANG 'TU' TU, I KENA SALAM. Tapi tak apa, ni lakonan semata-mata.
Dalam sejam jugak pose-pose entah apa-apa tu. Bila nak basuh muka tu, arghhh pedih terus muka. Tak pernah rasa sepedih macam tu. Basuh muka dalam 3 atau 4 kali kot. Sebab nak bagi hilang kesan make up la. Elok tak lama lepas basuh muka, dah naik dahhh merah-merah kat muka. Hffttt. Nak tidur pun tak selesa.
Haaaa lepas tu bila tengok balik all those pictures..., arghhhh sangat lain. And rasa macam tak nak tengok and delete je semua pictures tu. Over make up lak rasa.
Ouh ye, hari ni saya and ****** tak bermesej sangat. I sent him messages to make sure he's allright and of course I told him I missed him! ;). Good luck for the 'Wipeout Marathon' Querida!
HIM : Hari tu ****** ada message your brother. It was so simple and relaxing thought. " Please take care of my sister".. and I twigged what he just said, ****** dapat rasa it's not just twaddle :) and ****** rasa bertanggungjawab terhadap *****. ;)
ME : Really? Abang Ain balas macam tu? Dia tak tanya siapa yang send message tu? Terus agak ****** la?
HIM : Aisshhh ***** ni, sure la ****** perkenalkan diri ******.. and your brother, tak banyak tanya, terus cakap macam tu. Well, kalau ***** nak tau, macam ni la conversation between men. Tak perlu begitu begini. Hehehe. So if anythings happen to you, effectnya terkena kat ****** jugak.
ME : Wauuwww..! Abang cakap macam tu? Kind of soft warning... Then ****** jawab apa?
HIM : Yup, tapi tak la sampai buat ****** earthquake. ****** jawab dengan penuh PhDsi. " Insha Allah, I do take care of her". Including your heart and all the things about you. Macam take a vow pun ada ;).
ME : Wow jugak kat ****** because bagi jawapan macam tu. Thanks for the answer ****** sayang! So ****** vowed dengan abang la ;) .
* You vowed with my brother. So please do keep it carefully. Don't you ever break the vow. Just let our feeling, our happy, bliss, love feelings bloom. You take care of my heart. And I'll take care of yours. *
Hari ni saya rasa sangat terkejut. Sebab one of my FB's friends, divorced. Sungguh saya memang tak kenal langsung kawan ni. Tapi masa dia nikah, saya ada ucapkan tahniah. I was happy for them. Plus she, nikah dengan orang Jerman. Then ,lately, bila saya baca statusnya, banyak yang berbaur kekecewaan. Dia kecewa with her husband. Saya pun tak tau sebabnya. But I guess some of the reasons are about different custome, lifestyle, and many things.
Kawan saya ni, let me name her Rin, stays in Aussie. An engineer. And what make me feel sad for her is, her parents had passed away. So, can you guys imagine how she will handle this marriage problems alone? Plus SHE IS PREGNANT NOWWW!!! Allah please take care of her. I admit I don't know her at all. But as a woman, I know what she feels.
Dia orang kahwin tak sampai setengah tahun! Sekejap sangat! And she invited me to go for their reception in KL this coming 6th November. Tapi sayangnya, ikatan dia orang tak lama. Moga-moga anak yang bakal lahir tu, jadi penguat semangat untuk dia moves on.
Kalau orang lain memilih tarikh 10/10/10 sebagai tarikh yang cantik ( cantik lah jugak kan) sebagai nak buat sesuatu yang istimewa, saya pulak suka dengan tarikh hari ni. 20/10/2010. Nak-nak pulak pada jam 20:10AM @PM kan. Perghhhh memang istimewa lah.
Buat tarikh kahwin pun menarik niii!!! Ala tapi macam mana nak kahwin, kalau semuanya tak ada lagi? Pffftt =_=...
Next year mesti orang akan dok sibuk dengan tarikh 11/11/11 kan? Tapi ... tapi saya punya angan-angan. Angan-angan saya, saya nak nikah pada tarikh 12/12/12 atau 20/12/2012. Hahahaha too much dreaming? Alaaaa angan-angan je pun. Bukan kena bayar sesen kan? Kalau nak ambil 2-2 tarikh tu lagi best. Baca nikah 12/12/12, then bersanding lambat sikit. 20/12/2012. Let's say tak yah bersanding lah, cukup majlis resepsi atau makan-makan santai dengan orang-orang yang bermakna dalam hidup saya. Perrrghhh merancang bukan main ni. Ngee~
Lepas tu kalau nikah pun kena set masa jugak. Hahahaha OVER KAN?! Nikah nanti jam 12:12noon. Elok sangat la tu. After nikah jamu lah tetamu dengan makan tengah hari terus. Senang kan? Hehehe. Sabar Nurul. Sabar. :P
Urmmm tarikh tu pun saya dah berijazah. Insha Allah. Umur pun dah hampir 25 tahun. Ok what?! Hahaha..Ala beza umur pun setahun je. Lahir pulak bulan March. Auwwww I like it!!! ;)
Dalam satu kisah percintaan yang menarik. Sepasang suami isteri berjalan di tepi sebuah tasik yang indah. Kemudian mereka berhenti di sebuah bangku yang disediakan di tepi tasik. Kemudian si isteri bertanya kepada si suami. Ini dialog mereka.
Suami : Abang tidak boleh menerangkan sebabnya, namun begitu abang memang menyayangi dan mencintai Sayang!
Isteri : Abang tak boleh terangkan sebabnya? Bagaimana abang boleh katakan abang sayang dan cintakan saya sedangkan abang tidak boleh menerangkannya.
Suami : Betul! Abang tak tahu sebabnya tetapi abang boleh buktikan bahawa abang memang cintakan Sayang!
Isteri : Tak boleh beri bukti! Tidak! Saya hendak abang terangkan kepada saya sebabnya. Kawan-kawan saya yang lain yang mempunyai suami dan teman lelaki, semuanya tahu menerangkan mengapa mereka mencintai. Dalam bentuk puisi dan syair lagi. Namun begitu abang tidak boleh terangkan sebabnya.
Si suami menarik nafas panjang dan dia berkata, “Baiklah! Abang mencintai Sayang sebab sayang cantik, mempunyai suara yang merdu, penyayang dan mengingati abang selalu. Abang juga sukakan senyuman manis dan setiap tapak Sayang melangkah, di situlah cinta Abang bersama Sayang!”
Si isteri tersenyum dan berpuas hati dengan penerangan suaminyan. Namun begitu selang beberapa hari si isteri mengalami kemalangan dan koma. Si suami amat bersedih lalu berkata kepada isterinya walaupun isterinya masih dalam keadaan koma kerana si suami tahu bahawa isterinya tetap mendengar, “Sayang! Jika disebabkan suara aku mencintai mu… sekarang bolehkah engkau bersuara? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintaimu.
Jika disebabkan kasih sayang dan ingatan aku mencintai mu…sekarang bolehkah engkau menunjukkannya? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintaimu.
Jika disebabkan senyuman aku mencintai mu… sekarang bolehkah engkau tersenyum? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.
Jika disebabkan setiap langkah aku mencintaimu…. sekarang bolehkah engkau melangkah? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.
Jika cinta memerlukan sebabnya, seperti sekarang. Aku tidak mempunyai sebab mencintai mu lagi. Adakah cinta memerlukan sebab? Tidak! Aku masih mencintai mu dulu, kini, selamanya dan cinta tidak perlu ada sebab. Kadangkala perkara tercantik dan terbaik di dunia tidak boleh dilihat, dipegang. Namun begitu… ia boleh dirasai dalam hati.”
Maka menitis lah air mata si isteri yang masih dalam keadaan koma itu…..
* I found this article while FB-ing. * Kadang-kadang cinta tak perlu sebab untuk dijelaskan. Cukup dengan merasainya di HATI. DALAM HATI ADA CINTA. ;)
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...
This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)
We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
Thats invisible there,
Coz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and th fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all dissapear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)
* I used to be in that condition. HOLDING ON TO WHAT I HAVEN'T GOT. Come on! Everyone used to be in that condition. Tak semua yang kita nak dapat. *
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth
Hop up out the bed turn my swag on
Aint no sense listining to them haters cuz we whip em off
And we aint doing nothing wrong
So dont tell me nothing, i'm just tryna have fun
So keep the party jumping
So whats up (yea)
And i'll be doing what to do
We turn our back
And we walk over and just shake them off
Shake them off, shake them off,shake them off
Don't let haters keep me off my grind
Keep my head up and I know i'll be fine
Keep fighting until I (yea)
Am down and I feel like giving up
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I'm going get more shine than a little bit
Soon as I hit the stage applause iam hearing it
Weather its black stars black cars iam feeling it
But no other do it like I do
I, I gets it in hmmm yea I go hard
When they see me pull up I whip it real hard
I whip it real hard,real hard,i whip it real hard
Don't let haters keep me off my grind
Keep my head up and I know i'll be fine
Keep fighting until I (yea)
Am down and I feel like giving up
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (ok, ok just whip my hair)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (ok, ok just whip my hair)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (ok, ok just whip my hair)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth
Ladies if you feel me
Do it do it whip your hair
Dont' matter if its long, short
Do it do it whip your hair
Ladies if you feel me
Come on do it do it whip your hair
Dont' matter if its long, short
Do it do it whip your hair (your hair, your hair)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip my hair)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip my hair)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip my hair)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (just whip it)
I whip my hair back and forth
I whip my hair back and forth (whip it real good)
* Trust me, she's only 9. But hey NICKI MINAJ & RIHANNA!! you better watch out. This lil' girl will rock the world. And a fashion icon to be. The Smiths are rock! *
Boleh tak kalau translatekan title lagu ni, Kalau Berpacaran ke BI jadi If You Are In Love?Lately kan, saya selalu TERdengar lagu-lagu Melayu. Biasanya lagu English je. Urmmm layan jugak lagu ni. Cute je.
YOU sent me a message. HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY!!!!! I was in shocked. Speechless. I told you, our anniversary is on 23rd October. But you said, you can't wait for it. *Over tau*. ;)
Its has been 2 years. We are going strong and still counting. Never thought that we'll be like what we are today. Ouh ya, I have wrote some words for him. But I'll give it later. Have to polish some words to make it more meaningful ;). And there are a few things in my mind what to do with the words. Cant decide it yet. Wait ya!
~ Next year, you will start working. And surprisingly, you will be posting in Africa!. ~
~ Whauw! It's an extreme task. You will stay in Africa for a year. ~
~ Be strong. I know you can face and stand it. ~
~ You will stay in a rural area, somewhere in Africa. With no facilities. No internet line. And for sure, it's hard for us to communicate with each other through messages and emails. ~
~ Plus you will face difficulties with transportation problems, wild animals, and race @ apartheid issue. ~
Rest kejap kat Petronas Muadzam. Biasalah konvoi 8 buah kereta.
Abah and abangnya. Muka memang sama.
Cincin risik.
Cincin tunang.
Hantaran from girl.
Hehehe ambil feel and ambil berkat orang bertunang. Nanti-nanti saya lak. Ngeee :D ;)
The pair with the girl's parents.
Our cuzzies.
My parents and girl's father.
Dalam beg tu bawa cincin. Jadi kena pegang kemas-kemas. Takut woah!
Ni hantaran dari my brother. Serba kuning. Cincin on the sofa replica. Oh ya, 2-2 cincin tu dipilih oleh saya without pengetahuan my brother.
Bunga rampai. Bekas bunga rampai tu bentuk hati tau.
Kain pasang. I had choose the clothe.
To BOTH OF YOU!
Alhamdulillah! Yesterday ( 10.10.10) was my brother engagement's day. YA ALLAH TOLONG PELIHARAKAN HUBUNGAN ABANGKU, MOHD.ZUNNURAIN KAMARUDDIN DENGAN TUNANGANYA, ROHAILA OSMAN KE JALAN YANG KAU REDHAI DAN BERKATI. AMEEN YA RABB.
WE LOVE YOU ABAH! YOU ARE THE BEST MAN I EVER KNEW.
HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY TO ABAH! I know its quite late, but who cares. Dah janji kan nak wish birthday my Abah kat sini. Abah is a humble person. Orangnya diam je. And kalau cakap tu, suaranya slow je. Kadang-kadang kita ni kena bukak telinga besar-besar nak dengar dia cakap apa. Hahaha...
Abah ni sangat sabar. Dia tak suka cakap banyak kali. Mula-mula dia akan diam and apa-apa nak tegur pasal kami, adik-beradik, dia akan suruh mak sampaikan. Tapi kalau anak-anaknya yang seramai 4 orang ni still buat salah lagi, dia akan bersuara. Tapi dengan cara diplomasi. Kami yang dengar ni, rasa kasihan lak kat Abah. Jadi tak buat lagi la.Hehehe.
Abat will never let his children down. Apa-apa yang kami nak, Abah will try his best to fulfill it. Cuma cepat atau lambat je. Sungguh! Tahun lepas, saya nak handphone baru. Then tiba-tiba TERnangis lak sebab apa pun tak tahu. Bayangkan masa tu kat East Coast Mall. Then my brother, calmed me down. After a few months, Abah brought me to Kuantan Parade and surprise me. He asked me to choose new handphone. Tapi dan-dan lak masa tu saya blur and didn't know what kind of handphone to choose. Blur!
Lagi satu surprise yang Abah bagi, kereta! Macam tak percaya pun ada. Saya tak pernah minta pun nak berkereta sendiri. Sebab apa? SEBAB TAKUT NAK DRIVE! Lesen je ada, tapi keberanian tak ada. *pssssttt : selalu ditanya oleh 'dia' bila nak drive. Bila saya cakap next year kot, dia mengada-ngada cakap, tak nak ke suruh ****** drive kan? Kalau nak drive kan, siapa yang akan tolakk??? hahaha * ;) Iklan jap.
Urmmm haaaa kalau boleh, I want a guy or a man yang macam Abah. Sabar. Loving. Caring. Sentiasa utamakan family. A FAMILY MAN-TYPE senang cakap. Then yang boleh jadi Imam kepada saya dan anak-anak. Yang akan bawak kami sekeluarga bercuti bila ada kelapangan. Yang sentiasa ingat pada family walau pergi mana sekalipun. Yang sentiasa gembirakan family. Urmmm a lot to list down. But, the rest let me keep it. Nanti kalau cakap semua, tak best lak kan. ;). And 1 more thing, once I get married, I am no longer under his responsibilites. :( . To my future husband : I don't ask anything. Take a good care of me sebagaimana Abah dah jaga saya. I want to spent my life with the only man I love. Tak nak gaduh-gaduh.
Abah, no words can be described how I appreciate you. I can't imagine my life without you. Allah please don't take Abah before me. Let me repay all his kindness towards me and family.
Semalam sementara tunggu nak buat presentation. Borak-borak with my friends pasal Dr.Angkasawan yang nak nikah tu. Then she asked me, Kau Zafi bila nak nikah? And my answer was, kalau ada orang ajak nikah, apa salahnya. Dah berkenan kan. Nikah je la. The she was like, woahhhh macam da ada calon niii!!!! And here my andrenaline rush non-stop..
Ayu : Eh boyfriend kau tu anak mat salleh tu kan? Siapa ye namanya? Haaa A***n! ME : (pandang terkejut) Haaaaa kau ni mana tau namanyea? Ayu : Alah dalam FS dulu bukan ke kau orang selalu berbalas komen and photo komen? ME : Wehhh tu dah lama la. Setahun lebih punya cerita. Sekarang FS and FB dia pun aku tak ada. Ayu : Eleh ye la tu. Habis tu tak kan lak tulis kat FB 'my love belongs to you?'
My roomate yang pernah tau pasal cerita ni terkejut and cakap; Ehhhh jadi ke Zafi? Tahniah!
Allah masa tu rasa sesak nafas and kena bagi jawapan yang diplomasi. Yelah tak kan nak cakap putus hubungan, sedangkan kami masih berhubungan kan? Jadi jawapan yang selamat saya cakap ialah, kalau dah memang ada jodoh kita orang, Insha Allah! ;)
Can I call this week as AN EXHAUSTED WEEK? Pheewwww...There are so many things have to be done. Assignments plus presentations and one field work. Yeah field work. I have 3 presentations tomorrow and everything must be settled before I head to Klang and Pahang. Well as all of you know, this Sunday is my brother Engagement's Day. So hell yeah, I will skip the field work buuuutttt I already asked my group members's permission to let me going back home.
Haaaa tomorrow is my Daddy's birthday. Wait for the next post. ;)
Pun begitu, Halina mengakui sangat mencintai dan menerima tunangannya itu sepenuh hati. Sheikh Muzaphar adalah insan yang diyakini mampu membawa dirinya ke alam rumah tangga yang bahagia dan melahirkan zuriat mereka sendiri ketika tiba detiknya nanti.
Justeru, kata Halina dia sanggup menunggu selama lapan tahun sebelum mereka dapat disatukan.
“Kalau sayangkan seorang itu, kita sanggup buat apa saja asalkan dia bahagia,” ucap Halina ringkas namun penuh bermakna.
The last words tu buat saya terfikir. Benar kalau kita sayangkan seseorang tu, kita sanggup buat apa saja asalkan dia bahagia walaupun diri sendiri yang terluka. I've been through to THAT situation. It's really hurt. But, again, this is what we call F.A.T.E.
Dear Abang saya, tabahkan hati ye. ALLAH menguji tak akan berhenti. I know you are happy now, ALHAMDULILLAH, but please be aware and jangan sesekali leka. Sentiasa la follow up. Hurt really takes time to heal. You can't deny it right? Slowly, try to heal your hurt and don't think too much. I just want you and your partner to be happy. Happy as always.
WE, WE are always praying the best for both of you. To both of you, think matured and act matured. Of course you two can be childish, but at the same time don't let each other hurt. I really want to see both you happy.
Kawan : Zifi, tak keluar ke bf? Message-message ke? ME : Tak punnn. Nak message tak kan setiap 5 minit. Kawan : Ye la. Memang la tak 5 minit. Tapi Su, tak nampak pun Zifi message. ME : Orang message selang setengah jam la. Jauh. Hahahaha Kawan : Jumpa? ME : Jumpa? Alang-alang nak jumpa, bawak jumpa dengan family terus la. Kawan : Wahhhhh bagus la.
* Semalam. Masa keluar dari komuter. Tunggu prebet. My friend ni boleh lak perhatikan yang saya ni tak busy pun with hp. Nak buat macam mana, masing-masing busy. *
I just talked on the phone with my brother. Dengar suara abang dah lain. He told me his sadness. Abang please be strong. I know you can do it. Itu semua dugaan. Tuhan menguji tak akan berhenti. Dugaan datang dari pelbagai arah and pada bila-bila masa. Im almost crying with your stories.
Selang beberapa minit, abang call lagi. Sabar. Banyak-banyakkan berdoa, baca Quran and solat jangan lupa. Allah akan tolong punya. Trust me. Walaupun sakit, tapi everything happened for a reason.
Moga-moga akan ada jalan penyelesaian yang terbaik dan tepat yang Allah akan berikan untuk abang. Ameen Ya Rabb.
Pejam celik pejam celik, dah bulan Oktober. Urmmm sebenarnya banyak jugak benda-benda best yang bakal berlaku dalam bulan ni. Tapi benda best yang happy la ye. Contohnya my daddy's birthday, my bro's engagement day, and OUR 'friendship' yang dah masuk tahun kedua. Pheewwww time is flying so fast. 2 tahun beb!
Urmmm semalam pergi KL. Konon-konon nak cari bahan untuk Perlembagaan Malaysia. So, saya and 3 kawan pergilah ke KL. Awal kami siap. Jam 7:55AM kami dah naik train. Sebab nak pergi ke library UKM. Senang, train dari TM-UKM. 2 jam perjalanan kami pun sampai lah. Then before masuk library Tun Sri Lanangnya tu, kami snap gambar bagai la ni. Ayu pulak call kawannya tak dapat-dapat. Janji nak tolong kami. Then I called my friend. Dia cakap, register je nama kat receiptionist. Kami pun cari lah mana tempat nya. Tak jumpa. One of my friend, try tanya kat students yang memang tengah penuh kat lobby library tu. Nak tau dia orang cakap apa? SABTU MINGGU PERTAMA LIBRARY NI TUTUP!!! YA ALLAH!! Ada jugak ye library macam ni. Library kat UPSI ni tak pernah pun tutup. Kecuali cuti umum. Grrr... Penat jalan jauh-jauh tau.
The we decided to go to National Library. Naik lagi train. Oh ya, kami semalam beli tiket train pergi-balik. Jadi bebas la nak naik train berapa kali and bila-bila masa je. Tapi untuk semalam je la tiket tu valid. Naik semula train dari UKM-KL Sentral. From KL Sentral kami tunjuk kan tiket tu kat guard yang duduk kat tepi-tepi scanner tu. Tau dia orang cakap apa? Huh bukan boleh percaya sangat budak-budak ni. Aku dah kerja 10 tahun. Entah ye entah tidak. HELLO! KALAU KAU DAH KERJA 10 TAHUN, TAK KAN TAK NAIK-NAIK PANGKAT? PRESTASI TAK BAGUS KE?? TAK MESRA PELANGGAN BETUL. KALAU ADA PETI KOMEN TU DAH LAMA AKU KOMEN KAU. BIAR KENA BUANG KERJA. SENANG. TAK PAYAH SUSAH-SUSAH NAK CAKAP BERAPA LAMA KAU KERJA SITU. PFFFTT =___________=. Kalau tak percaya kami beli tiket pergi-balik, call la kaunter komuter kat KTM.
Lastly, ada guard yang agaknya budak baru habis sekolah kot, lepaskan kami. Jadi, dari KL Sentral, we headed to Titiwangsa and naik bus Rapid KL bernombor, siap bagi nombor lagi ni, 114. Dah naik bus tu, drivernya pulak stop kan kami kat Balai Seni Lukis Negara. Agaknya dia confuse kot antara Library Negara and BSL Negara tu. Apa lagi, menapak la kami dalam 1KM lebih nak ke NL tu. Ha lupa nak cakap, dari UKM nak ke NL tu kami dah bazirkan masa 4 jam. Ye lah naik itu, naik ini, jalan kaki lagi, segala macam mak nenek lagi.
Cari-cari buku kat NL, tak jumpa. Tanya semua kawan-kawan, kami pun sepakat nak pergi cari kat bookstroes yang ada kat Jalan TAR. Ye Jalan TAR. Ingat banyak kedai-kedai baju je ke? Kedai buku pun ada lah. Dalam satu kedai tu kita orang jumpa yang berkaitan dengan tajuk. Tapi contoh kes. Bukan huraian tajuk besar kes kita orang. Dah la 4 pages. Kalau nak beli RM40 satu buku. Owner bookstore lak pandang macam lah kita orang ni tak ada duit nak beli. Kita orang buat-buat tak tau je. And siap baca lagi 4 pages tu. Hahahaaha. Tak apa lah. Dah dapat bayangan and huraian sikit-sikit jadilah.
Pukul berapa eh balik? Lupa pulak. Ha tapi after keluar dari bookstores, we went to KFC. Makan sikit then from Bandaraya naik komuter terus ke TM. Senang kan? Dalam 9:30PM sampai rumah. Oh yes! Semalam my ishq mesti lah message. Tapi lambat dalam 3 jam. Selalu macam tu. Hari ni sambung lagi. Weeee ;)
