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Thursday, September 30, 2010

Sakit Hati

AKU SAKIT HATI. SAKIT HATI SANGAT-SANGAT. TAPI AKU TAK TAU SEBABNYA. KENAPA MINGGU NI BANYAK SANGAT UNEXPECTED THINGS HAPPENED? AKU SEDIH LA. AKU BENCI. AKU TAK SUKA. SUNGGUH!

AKU SENDIRI TAK TAU KENAPA TIBA-TIBA AKU GERAM AND SAKIT HATI. MUNGKIN SEBAB AKU INGAT AKU BOLEH HANDLE KOT. TAPI...ENTAHLA. AKU TAK NAK AMBIL TAU APA-APA PUN. AKU NAK RELAKS. SABAR NURUL. SABAR!

SEMOGA AKU DAPAT JUGA MERAIKAN ACARA TU NANTI. TAPI ADA JUGAK SEBAB LAIN. WELL, WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. BUT THANKS TO YOU (!@#$%^&) SEBAB BAGI KESEMPATAN TU UNTUK AKU. LAIN KALI JANGAN LET PEOPLE DOWN YA.

* Last sentence tu bukan untuk 'DIA' tapi untuk someone else. GIRL. *

Monday, September 27, 2010

Setiap 5 Hari

There's come another weekday(s). Thats mean kena tunggu weekends la nak message with him. Arrggg this long distance is really killing me. But Im really thankful, sebab both of us managed to overcome this matter. We keep messaging and having fun together. Ouh ya, he told me, that he sent me a parcel. He posted it last Saturday. But, he didn't tell me exactly about the contents of the parcel. Dia cakap maybe in 3 days, parcel tu akan sampai. :) Urrmmmm can't wait to know it! Saaaaaayaaanngggg sangat!!!!

If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, I would lean my head on your shoulder and hold you close to me and answer with a smile: "Like this!"

Monday, September 20, 2010

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Only With You




Ooh,
Never knew it would feel this good to me baby,
I feel like im above the clouds and boy my heart just won't let me come down
With you its like the perfect picture painted from my eyes
And I only long for you


I'll never take you for granted
Boy i'll always be here
Of all the ppl on this plant
Only you can take me there


Only when I'm with you,
(My life just gets better)
Only with you,
(My love is forever)
Only when I'm with you,
(Each moment i'll treasure)
Only when I'm with you, with you, with you...

Only with you ... ooh, only with you , whoaa

We got the perfect chemistry,
Don't we baby
It's like we're on the permanent getaway,
And there ain't no one around.
Where you are like,
The perfect melody that's in my mind,
And my heart belongs to you.


I'll never take you for granted
Boy I'll always be here
Of all the ppl on this plant
Only you can take me there


Only when I'm with you,
(My life just gets better)
Only with you,
(My love is forever)
Only when I'm with you,
(Each moment I'll treasure)
Only when I'm with you, with you, with you...


It's hard to find the words to say,
Cause boy you mean that much to me.
I'm the flower you're the sun & rain.
You're the candle I'm the flame,
You light me brighter than the day,
I will never be the same again...


Only when I'm with you,
(My life just gets better)
Only with you,
(My love is forever)
Only when I'm with you,
(Each moment I'll treasure)
Only when I'm with you, with you, with you...
[Repeat 2x]

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It's has been a week I don't blogging. Macam-macam jadi. But for sure, semuanya yang best-best. Beraya dengan dia paling best. Tapi since dia just cuti 1 week je, kami tak dapat berjumpa. Ye la mana taknya, selama 3 hari berturut-turut dia pergi melawat his relatives. 7Sept dia ke, Ipoh, 8Sept ke Terengganu, and then he went back to his mom's village in Melaka until 2nd of Eid. 3rd raya pulak dia dah balik to his place. But that's okay, we managed to celebrate the festive with our own ways. ;)

1st raya, saya pakai baju kurung Riau warna merah dari kain songket, while dia pula baju melayu warna ungu. His favourite color :). Then 2nd day of raya, I asked him to wear his blue baju melayu. And he did it!!!! I like it! Eventhough we are far away, but we still wore same color of baju raya. :). Haa haa lepas tu kan, saya cakap la, perghhhh mesti smart and hot pakai baju melayu and songkok tu. Dah macam nak nikah. Hahahaha. He replied, I'm looking siapa-siapa yang pakai baju color biru jugak. As my bride. Me! Me! Hahaha. So what are you waiting for? Come sit with me. Dah lenguh tangan bersalam dengan tetamu ni. Bhahaha kenja nok dua-dua ni di pagi raya ke-2. Then raya ke-2 tu kan hari Sabtu, so ada lah cerita Mohabbatein kat TV2 ( tak pasal-pasal TV2 dapat promo free from me :P ), kita orang pun tengok sama-sama. Tapi lain-lain tempat la. Me kat Pahang, while him pulak di Melaka. Dah namanya suka cerita Hindustan, nak tunggu dia reply my messages, huh bukan main lama. Nasib, masa tu saya pergi beraya kat rumah saudara, boleh jugak layan perut sambil tengok cerita tu. Pulak tu sempat dia text, Bohot Piyar Kartihu. Mana lah saya tau maksudnya kan? Jadi tanya lah Abah. Abah cakap, maksudnya I Love You So Much! Haaaaa ambil kau. Mestilah Abah dapat tangkap dengan siapa lah anak daranya yang seorang ni bermesej kan. Tapi buat-buat tak tau je. Faham-faham sendiri la ;)

Urmmm raya ketiga, dia kena balik 'tempat' dia. Sedih ouh. Since flight dia malam, jadi dapatlah mesej before he's boarding. Paling mengujakan, ( eceh ayat nak sedap je,hehehe ), dia cakap dia tak nak tukar baju. Nak balik 'sana' dengan baju melayu color coklat keemasan tu sekali.

Sepanjang seminggu dia balik Malaysia, hampir setiap hari jugak lah kita orang asyik bermesej. Dari pagi sampai tengah malam, then sambung esok paginya pulak. Want to know why? Sebab bila dia balik ke seberang laut, perbezaan waktu tu sangat jauh ouh. Almost 8 hours. Ha jadi kena lah pandai-pandai agak waktu bila boleh mesej and tak boleh kan. He told me, walapun cutinya sekejap, hanya 1 week, tapi sangat bermakna. Tak tanya la pulak bermakna yang macam mana. Lagi pun, dah setahun dia tak balik Malaysia. Mungkin bermakna sebab dia dapat jumpa his relatives kan.

Urmmm apa lagi ye? Mata dah mengantuk. Lain kali lah cerita lagi. Cheers!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Any

~ I MISS YOU THAN YESTERDAY ~
~ NEED TO MEET YOU ~
~I CAN'T STAND THIS FEELING ANY LONGER ~
~ PFFFTTTT ~
~ =_____________________ ~

Saturday, September 4, 2010

4th Sept

SILA ABAIKAN MILEY TU. PANDANG JE KAT LIAM HEMSWORTH. LIAM WITH HIS AVIATOR SHADES. BOLEH TAK BAYANGKAN MY KANDA PUN MACAM NI? SMART. SIMPLE BUT NICE. HOTTTTT!!!! AND OF COURSE LA WITHOUT MILEY!

JOE JONAS AND HIS WAYFARER. KANDA KANDA, CAN YOU WEAR THE WAYFARER LIKE THIS? I'VE NEVER SEEN YOU WITH WAYFARER. TRY ON IT! CAN YOU KANDA? ;)

HAAAA YANG NI MEMANG CUN LA. GIRL NI DENGAN AVIATOR SHADES. MY KANDA GAVE ME HIS PICTURE WITH THIS AVIATOR SHADES SHAPE. VERY ACCURATE.

KANDA CAKAP HE GOT LOTS OF AVIATOR SHADES SHAPE. PLUS WITH VARIOUS COLORS TOO. WELL, YOU KNOW, HE CAN'T BE SEPARATED WITH HIS SHADES.

WELCOME HOME KANDA!!!! ARGHHHH 4th SEPTEMBER IS FINALLY COME. I WAS BROWSING GOOGLE AND LOOKING FOR AVIATOR AND WAYFARER SHADES. I REMEMBER YOUR PICTURE THAT YOU GAVE ME. YOU LOOKED SO HOT IN WHITE SHIRT AND PANTS. PLUS YOU WORE AN AVIATOR SHADES SHAPE. ~ I'M MELTED ~

BEFORE THIS, I ALWAYS IMAGINE MACAM MANA YE AGAK-AGAKNYA KALAU KANDA PAKAI AVIATOR SHADES? AND TIBA-TIBA KAN, KANDA BAGI PICTURENYA. YA ALLAH MACAM DIA DENGAR JE APA YANG SAYA NAK.

P/S : I CAN'T PUBLISH PICTURE MY KANDA.




Friday, September 3, 2010

Grrr

Hari ketiga bulan September. Semalam balik Pahang. Penat woahhh.... After class, terus siap-siap untuk pulang. From Tanjong Malim-Kuantan naik 3 buah bas. But that's ok, sebab selesa. And yes, balik seorang-seorang la. Kalau dari KL naik bus ke Temerloh. Then from there naik la bus ke Kuantan. Tapi tak sampai Kuantan la. Saja je naik ekspres ke Kuantan sebab malas naik bus henti-henti tu. Hehehehe.

But, I feel so upset, sebab balik je rumah, tak boleh nak bukak yahoo mail. Guna la Mozilla ke, Opera cina tak cina ke, Chrome ke, sama je. Sebelum-sebelum ni, masa kat TM ok je. Boleh je guna semua internet browses. Ni tak tau la apa masalahnya. Grrrrr... Paling sakit hati, mesti lah tak dapat balas emel kan. Pffttt =________=