Tak Faham Tapi Layan Je

Layan je. Rentak best. Lagu bahasa Pashto. Orang Pakistan punya bahasa la.

:)

Sekali-sekala letak lagu berunsur kerohanian :) .

Kecantikanmu

To all the women. Beauty will come with good attitude :) . Found this MV while YouTube-ing hijab tutorial styles :) .

Entahla!

Saya Okay

Early this morning, a few minutes before 5AM, I got a message from my dearest. He worried about me. He woke up in the middle of the night and texted me just to make sure I'm fine. He said, he woke up suddenly and remembered me. I'm okay Sayang. Dia risaukan saya, sebab pernah beberapa kali saya terbangun jam 3AM or 4AM. If he was in UK, he is willing to accompany me. But since he's in Jordan, it's quite rough to accompany me. Ye lah, beza waktu 5 jam je. Jadi kalau di sini dah jam 5AM, mestilah kat Jordan baru tengah malam. Dia pun nak tidur.

Don't worry about me Sayang. Thanks so much for your concern. I really appreciate it. It really touched my heart. I know you always thinking of me. Because I do the same thing too. Well great thought looks alike right? ;) . Although others think it is common, but for me, it is uncommon. You are the best and beautiful thing happened in my life Sayang :) .

Bila 2 Hari Tak Ber-entry

Haiyahhh!!! Dah genap dua hari tak berblog. If hari ni tak post apa-apa genap 3 hari. Nak tau apa yang saya buat sepanjang 2 hari ni. Hari Ahad (26th Dec 2010) yang lepas pergi outing, cuci-cuci kaki, eh bukan-bukan, cuci mata dengan Farah. Kami berdua je tuu!!! Usually akan ada 'mak tiri' and 'adik tiri', siapa lagi kalau bukan Fifi and Aida. Tapi since Fifi dah start semester baru and Aida lak kat kampungnya, jadi saya and Far keluar berdua je la. Paling tak percaya, kami main redah je semua jalan kat Kuantan tu. Ye la biasa-biasa if keluar tau masuk kereta terus tidur. Haaa ni amik kau! Kena perah otak betul nak ingat jalan and alert dengan papan tanda. Hahaha but we really had enjoy it. Masa sampai tu pergi East Coast Mall, terus tuju ke GSC. Tengok cerita yang best-best sikit. Tengok-tengok lists, eh Ngangkung ada lagi lahhh!!!! Terus bergegas ke kaunter nak beli. Padahal waktu tayangannya lagi sejam. Huh dalam tempoh sejam tu, pergilah Kak Farah Corner untuk melantak. Sounds weird? Actually it stands for KFC people!!!! Hahahaa! Tapi yang buat angin sekejap, punyalah lama beratur. Padahal kaunter bukak sampai 4! Haih. Makan pun dalam keadaan tergesa-gesa and macam nak tercekik. Agaknya orang sekeliling kami tengok pun, Ya Allah! Apahal dua orang perempuan makan gelojoh sangat?! Lantak lah! Pulak tu kami sempat lagi berjoyah and gelak sampai satu KFC tu dengar. Padahal baru makan berdua. Cuba kalau kami berempat or berlima? Kan ke nampak sangat tak senonohnya budak-budak zaman sekarang ni. Hehehe :P

Lepas je makan, terus naik ke level 3. Huh wayang tak start lagi. Kami lambat masuk panggung 6 minit je. It should be 1:20PM. Bila tengok cerita Ngangkung tu macam biasa lah, gelak tak sedar diri. Orang dalam panggung dah habis gelak, saya tak habis lagi. Terlebih energy! Dalam 3:00PM, keluar GSC, pergi solat apa semua and window shopping. Mula-mula nak beli kasut warna grey, tapi asal nak beli kasut mesti tak ada size. Pffttt. Jadi aktiviti window shoppinglah. Far ni sabar je ikut mana saya pergi. Last-last kami keluar ECM, and pergi Taman Teruntum! Woahhh dah 16 tahun tak pergi ke tempat tu. Masa tadika beb! Sah-sahla tak tau langsung kat mana tempat tu. Far cakap dekat dengan TC. Ok mission sekarang kena ingat jalan ke TC. Dalam blur-blur tu, kami sampai jugak ye! Far, your dream is fulfilled! Proud to me! Hehehe. Fuhhh ramai gak orang kat tempat ni. Ingatkan dah tak dapat sambutan mini zoo ni. Ngehehe. Siap bawak family and ada food court lagi. Kami pun apa lagi, berposing bagai la. Tapi sebab outing berdua, jadi nak snap bagai pun payah. Last-last, saya snap Far, Far snap saya dalam satu masa. Macam refleksi tu. Orang lalu-lalang pun pelik tengok. Laaa nak pelik kenapa kan? Kami bukan 'songsang' pun. Muahahaha. Hello, kami ni ala-ala Mak Datin yang keluar bila weekends, while husbands masing-masing kerja la. HAHAHAHA! KENJA NOKKK!!!!

Auuww cakap pasal ni, actually my Sayang pun outing jugak. Tapi dia bawak sekali la 2 orang anak saudaranya tu. Tak apa tak apa, coming soon kami keluar beramai-ramai lak. Hikhikhik. Dah sejam lebih kat mini zoo, kami pun gerak balik. Masa tu dah pukul 6 lebih jugak la. On the way balik, my Sayang texted me, ajak YM. OhMySayang! Saya tak sampai rumah lagi lah. Jadi can't YM. He's just ok. Sampai Maran dah Isyak, tapi tak terus balik rumah. Far belanja makan. Arghhh best betul! Tak sangka even though keluar berdua, kami berjoyah non-stop. Ehhh tapi bukan berjoyah pasal orang lain, tapi pasal kami berdua and our partners ayy ;) . Lepas makan, Far hantar balik. Then menonong je masuk kereta. Weyhh Far kemain ko ni! Tak nak salam apa dah. Far pun balas, aku sedih ni. Lepas ni aku drive sorang-sorang la. Tak de dah kawan dok sebelah aku. Alalala sedih pulak mendengarnya. Next time kita outing lagi babe! Can't wait!

Ha tu baru cerita pasal saya and Far. Semalam lak, lagi sekali pergi Beserah @ Kuantan. Tapi kali ni pulak sebab my cuzzy ada buat kenduri naik rumah. Seronok jugak la. Yang datangnya jiran-jiran and our relatives je. Letihhh!! Eceh macam la saya yang drive. Hehehehe. Sampai rumah dari Kuantan jam 12 midnight. Balik tu message-message dengan Far kejap, on FB, then tidur. Tidur lak nak dekat pukul 2:00AM. Tidur dengan baju kurung sekali. Malas nak mandi-mandi tengah malam. Basuh kaki and ZzZzZz. Pictures? No need la ya. Sebab nothing interesting pun. Huh panjangnya entry kali ni. Lenguh tangan dah ni. Ok la ciao! :D

Selamanya

-WISH-

Awak Tak Tahu

To my dearest, Thanks for 'this' feeling. Let us keep it together and live happily. EVER AFTER ;) . You know how to make me smile. You know how to make me happy. You know how to make me giggle. You know how to make my heart blooms. You know how to make me comfort with you. You know how to make me calm. You know how to please me. You know how to cheer me up. You know how to handle me. But there's one thing you don't know. You don't even know, I bet. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW BIG MY HEART IS FOR YOU :) .

Tak Tau

I am very disappointed. Upset. I don't know what's wrong with my result. I did my very best on my exam. Yet, I answered the questions with confidence. But not so over confidence. All I did during the exam week were, ignore the FB, ignore the internet. I just study and did revision. I don't know whom to blame on. Some people choose to study in a group. But for me, I prefer to study alone. So that I can concentrate and focus on the topics. But, at the other time, I can spend my time study with my friends as long as they are really want to study too. Not just for have fun only. I don't know what went wrong this time. Is it my fault or what. All I remember, last semester I studied hard than the other semesters. I lost focus on the previous semesters for some reasons. But it was back then. While for the last semester I got my momentum back on track. Maybe this is a test or a reminder for me. To not to enjoy too much. But, still, Alhamdulillah for the result I got. I almost forgot to thank it to Allah. I'll do the best that I can next time. Insha Allah.

Nak Beli Ibu Kunci Pun Sempat Berlawak

Location : Kedai Hardware

Time : Around 1:00 PM

Tengah hari tadi, Emak ajak saya temankan pergi kedai. Sebab nak beli ibu kunci. Then dah beli tu borak-boraklah dengan tokey kedai tu. Which is a Chinese woman. Tapi sangat fasih berbahasa and tak ada slang Cina pun kalau dia berbahasa ok.

Aunty : Anak awak lagi berapa lama belajar?

Emak : Setahun setengah lagi. Lepas tu mengajar. Mintak kat tempat Abah je la senang. Jimat sikit.

Aunty : Ishhh mana ada jimat. Dia ada duit sendiri kerja lah jauh sikit. Mintak lah kat Kuala Lumpur ke. Dapat abang yang baik-baik.

ME : ( Masa ni rasa nak gelak sakan. Hik hik hik. )

Emak kepada Aunty : Haaa dapat abang yang handsome-handsome.

ME : ( Tersenyum-senyum ).

Emak : Ishhh dia ni? Huh kat U tu berapa ribu lelaki tak ada pun yang berkenan.

Manalah tak ada yang berkenan Mak. Sebab U saya tu kan kurang lelaki. Then dalam kuantiti yang sikit tu mesti kena pilih yang berkualiti. Jadi tak nak berebut-rebut, saya pilih orang jauh je la. Boleh? Hehehehe ;) :D :P

Sempurna

In a woman's life, there are only 2 things that has to be perfect. Her wedding and her children.

* Because I am a woman so I am in. *

Kagum

I am very impressed with her beauty. I read about her in newspapers before. But I started to admire her beauty when she starred in Love Aaj Kal. I am very much impressed with her natural beauty. Real Indian beauty.

* Try regardless of how many word of 'beauty' I mentioned. Admire really huh? ;) *

Kabur-Kabur

Geram. Geram dengan diri sendiri. Alahai semalam kenapa la rasa malas nak YM. Padahal my Sayang dah ajak dah on YM. Bila dia cakap on, ingatkan on untuk message. Lagi lak, dia tengah get ready untuk outstation. So I bet mestilah dia tak on YM. Rupa-rupanya dia dah lama tunggu kat situ. Patutlah after message tu dia tak reply, maybe dia ingat saya akan reach him on YM. -.-

Misunderstanding. Tu lah kadang-kadang selalu sangat pakai cord itu cord ini. Bila datang time blur, semua cord lupa. Heeee. Geram. Geram. Geram. Agaknya semalam jadi blur sebab, tengah sedap-sedap tidur, lidah rasa perit and sakit. Lidah luka sebab apa tak tau. Almost seminggu jugak la pedih ni. Haaa ni mesti sebab hari-hari guna Listerine ni. Acid kan. Kumur lak hari-hari. Mengakis la jawabnya. Elok je terjaga dari tidur, sebab lidah buat hal, his message pun sampai. Mana tak blur. Huh Nurul Nurul. Cubalah alert sikit next time.

Nasib baik semalam before dia berangkat sempat jugak hantar message. If tak, memang complete la 2 days tak contact with each other. Hari ni cepat lah berlalu, so that saya and him dapat jumpa. Tapi bila dah esok, which is 24th December, maknanya lusa, 25th December, result akan keluar. Lagi nervous. Urmmm hopefully pointer tak turun. Tu satu hal, tajuk tesis tak fikir lagiiiii!!! Wake up Nurul!!!! Next week je ko nak balik U. Boleh lak buat-buat macam dah grad. Ko ni nak buat tesis apa nanti? Haih! =___________________________=

Maafkan Saya. Saya Akan Tetap Sayangkan Awak.

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

Kalau Boleh Tau

To my dearest, please take a good care of yourself while you are away for outstation. Every second, I always thinking of you no matter where I am. No matter what I do. You are always hovering, hanging in my mind. I never forget you though. I remember all of your songs that you gave me. I remember your pictures. I remember your voice. I remember all your jokes. Topmost, I remember you. ALWAYS.

Oh Na Na

[Rihanna]
Ooh na na, what’s my name
Ooh na na, what’s my name
Ooh na na, what’s my name
Ooh na na, what’s my name
Ooh na na, what’s my name
Whats my name, whats my name

[Drake]
I heard you good with them soft lips
Yeah you know word of mouth
The square root of 69 is 8 something
Cuz I’ve been tryna work it out, oooow
Good weed, white wine
I come alive in the night time
Okay, away we go
Only thing we have on is the radio
Ooooh, let it play, say you gotta leave
But I know you wanna stay
You just waiting on the track to finish girl
The things we could do in twenty minutes girl
Say my name, say my name
Wear it out, its getting hot, crack a window, air it out
I can get you through a mighty long day
Soon as I go the text you gon right is gon say…

[Rihanna]
Not everybody knows how to work my body
Knows how to make me want it
Boy you stay up on it
You got that something that keeps me so off balance
Baby you’re a challenge, lets explore your talent

[Chorus]
Hey boy I really wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you
Cause you just my type
Ooh na na na na
I need a boy to really take it over
Looking for a girl to put you over
Oooooh, oooooh

Hey boy I really wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you
Cause you just my type

Ooh na na na na
I need a boy to really take it over
Looking for a girl to put you over
Oooooh, oooooh

Ooh na na, what’s my name
Ooh na na, what’s my name
Ooh na na, what’s my name
Whats my name, whats my name

[Rihanna]
Baby you got me, aint nowhere that I’d be
Then with your arms around me
Back and forth you rock me
So I surrender, to every word you whisper
Every door you enter, I will let you in

[Chorus]
Hey boy I really wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you
Cause you just my type
Ooh na na na na
I need a boy to really take it over
Looking for a girl to put you over
Oooooh, oooooh

You’re so amazing, you took the time to figure me out
Thats why you take me, way past the point of turning me on
You bout to break me, I swear you got me losing my mind

Ooh na na, what’s my name
Ooh na na, what’s my name

Ooh na na, what’s my name
Ooh na na, what’s my name
Ooh na na, what’s my name
Whats my name, whats my name

[Chorus]
Hey boy I really wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you
Cause you just my type
Ooh na na na na
I need a boy to really take it over
Looking for a girl to put you over
Oooooh, oooooh

The beat of the song really made me wanna dance, shake, and na na.

Bahu

.Only me.

Berharga

My two very precious gifts that Allah give me. Without them, I will not alive. Alhamdulillah :) .

My youngest sister. Yang pakai baju putih tu. Sebelahnya orang Thai baru masuk Islam. Hahaha. Tak lah, sebelah tu is her bestfriend, Qilah.

Malas nak upload pics sebenarnya. Masa ni pergi tengok wayang. Cerita Narnia. Ala yang saya cakap Abah yang tolong booking secara online tu. Tapi saya tak tengok pun cerita tu. Sebab dari mula memang tak minat. Tiket saya tu, saya bagi je kat si Qilah. Hehehe. Masa my adiks ( sebab ada 2 orang adik ) dalam panggung, saya, Mak and Abah jalan-jalan ukur East Coast Mall. Hahaha. Maknanya berjalan-jalan lah. Cuci-cuci mata. Makan-makan kat Big Apple. Masuk kedai sana, masuk kedai sini. Habis movie tu, kami pun balik la. Ha ah, memang keluar tu sebab semata-mata nak tengok wayang je. Sebab my adiks la beria sangat nak tengok Narnia, nak tengok Narnia. Ha tengok la korang puas-puas. Sampai termimpi-mimpi kot!

Pyar

I’ve always been told to share my blessings and I’ve been generous. But when I met you, I said to myself, “What the heck? You’re one of the few blessings I don’t wanna share with anyone else.”

Walking under the rain feels so lonely and cold. But if you were there beside me to share the warmth of your love then I would want to stay under the rain for the rest of my life.

If ever I was given the chance to start my life all over again, I would rather not accept it. Why not? Who knows? In that second start, I may not have known you at all.

If you ask me how much I love you, I won’t say anything. I’ll just take your hand, fill the gaps between your fingers and hold on to you until all your doubts are gone.

I wish you were with me so I can tell you directly how much you mean to me. I’ll hold you tight and hug you near my heart so that you can hear what it’s trying to whisper, “You’re the reason why I’m beating.”

I never intended to be the most important person in your life, that’s just too much to ask. But I do hope that I’d cross your mind and you’d smile thinking that I touched your life in a special way.

Priority

" You are my priority. Bear in mind :) " - Him

Thank you for put me as your priority. I don't want anything. I did not ask more. I just want to be with you. Every second I think of you. You are the reason why I am beating. The more I think about you, the more my heart skip a beat. The feeling is too beautiful to imagine. I always look forward to that feeling will not disappear or fade. It is such a wonderful feeling I ever had. Every time I think about you, my percentage of missing you is increasing. And now, there's a dupdapdupdap-ing sound in my heart. That means I miss you so badly. Am really miss you, and I miss us too.

D'or

Sangat-sangat adorable. Takde think-think nya lagi. :D

Love Allah and Definitely HE Will Love Us Back

Perempuan yang suci

Adalah perempuan yang dijaga oleh Allah

Tidak sedikit pun Allah membenarkan

Mana-mana lelaki ajnabi yang fasik menyentuh dirinya

Walaupun hatinya…

Kerana Allah teramat mencintainya…

Tetapi andai kita bergelumang

Dengan cinta lelaki yang palsu imannya

Di mana Allah untuk menjaga kita?

Allah seakan melepaskan kita

Kepada seorang manusia

Yang lebih banyak mengecewakan kita

Jika Allah datangkan kesedaran dalam diri

Supaya meninggalkan cinta seorang lelaki yang munafik

Itu bermakna Allah mahu mengambil kita kembali

Untuk dijaga-Nya, dilindungi…

Mengapa masih ragu-ragu?

Kekuatan usah ditunggu tapi harus dicari

Hargailah di atas kesempatan yang Allah beri…

Auwww!!!

Ahhh the word in this note made me melting :P :P :P . Wish I am that lucky lady ;) .

Ini Sangat Serious

Semalam kami mula bercakap-cakap mengenai hala tuju perhubungan kami. We take it serious because we don't want to waste our time. I'm 22 years and he's 23 years. We might be young and too soon to talk about 'our future'. But, when we involve in this kind of relationship, there are so many things to think about. He said, if he can, he wanted to 'tie' me at this very moment. But then, we realized, we have to achieve our ambitions, our goals, our aims, and lot of things. I told him, he has to do MBA (as his papa requested him to do it), and take over his papa's business. Plus, my family and his family have to get to know with each other. Even though me and him always telling about ourselves to our moms, but family blessing is more important. Yeah, I know long way to go. What I mean is, to go to our 'love destination'. Then I tried to persuade myself, If Allah wants us to be together so soon, no one can deny it. Am I right? :) . Let the time flows. Allah dah aturkan sesuatu for me and him. Kalau tanya saya banyak kali, adakah saya gembira dengan semua ini. Saya tak kan menipu. Sungguh saya sangat bahagia dan happy. I feel blessed by Allah :) . Maybe from time to time, we will talk about our future more frequent and deeper.

Slowly I can see the reason why Allah always protecting my heart from other men. It is because HE doesn't want me to get hurt. HE wants me to love the right man. The one who always can lead and handle me and himself very well. The one who is responsibility. The one who can I count on him. The one who always make me safe with. The one who always willing and ready to hear my stories even though sometimes it's ridiculous. The one who always looking for me for no specific reason. The one who knows how to make me calm, though he himself in not a good mood or in a rage. The one I can trust. I know nobody is perfect. I always aware of that fact. I hope Allah gives me the best man and here, I am very thankful that Allah grant me THAT man :) . He is invalueable gift from Allah. ALHAMDULILLAH :) . May Allah sets my heart for him and his heart to me. Ameen Ya Rabb :') .

Merepek Lagi

Menguji lagi. Dah empat hari tak ber-YM dengan dia. Hari Ahad tu sebab, saya makan besar with family. As always makan ikan bakar. Then semalam pulak, dia pergi Damascus. Jumpa saudara-mara. And today..... coverage kat sana tak memuaskan lak. Pfffttt.

Esok tak tau la dapat online lagi ke tak. Because, Abah plan nak bawak kami tengok wayang. Hahaha. Abah siap booking ticket secara online lagi. Lagi hebat dari saya. If saya, dah pergi kat tempat kaunter tu baru tertengok-tengok movie apa yang best. Janji waktu siarannya tak lewat petang. Actually tayangan midnight pun bolehh!!! Heeee :D. Abah book ticket cerita Narnia. Unfortunately, I'm not into that movie. Kalau boleh nak tengok cerita Ngangkung ke, Hantu Kak/Mak Limah ke, haaaa yang kelako-kelako tu. Boleh saya gelak sampai sepuluh harakat! Gahahaha. Ok memang confirm Abah da book kan tickets nak tengok Narnia. Halllaaa kena teman la jugak walau tak berapa nak. =___________=

Esok nak pakai baju color putih, berbunga-bunga merah. Wowww hot ye. Brown skinny pants. Red bag and white-black polka dots shoes. Agak-agak ada orang nak mintak sign tak? Verangannn tak habis-habis kau ni Nurulll!!!! Ok banyak merepek. Esok-esok sambung lagi. Tata! :D

Jameela Lagi

Dulu dah post MV untuk lagu ni. Tapi yang ini live with budak-budak Star Academy. Best! :)

Tomato = Love

Bunyi

Every time HE calls my name, I feel so alive and up to the sky ;) .

Apa-Apa Saja

- ANYTHING. EITHER IN GOOD TIMES OR BAD TIMES. AS LONG AS WE ARE TOGETHER. MAY ALLAH LET US TO LIVE TOGETHER HAPPILY AND BLESSED US. AMEEN YA RABB :) . -

Worth My Time

A guy with brains & charismatic makes me high. Sweet talkers are just plain jerks. I'd rather wait longer for the 'perfect man' than settle for any pesky guys. All I need is a 'real man' who can handle me very well.. lead me and a guy who is actually worth my time.

Tak Terluah

Kalau awak tanya saya kenapa saya pilih dia, saya pun tak ada jawapan yang kukuh. Sebab sebelum saya and dia jadi an item, saya pernah fikir what if kami terlibat dalam perhubungan jarak jauh. Ye lah mesti jarak and perbezaan masa jadi one of the obstacles. Dulu kami macam orang lain lah, mula-mula kami just kawan-kawan. But as time and year go by, our 'heart atmosphere' changed. We are more close than before. I always wondering about this. I never refuse or reject him, but I just want to know why all this happen. Again I know, this is what we call Rahsia Allah.

Yesterday, I told my mom about our relationship. Lately, saya macam dapat rasa yang mak saya dah perasan about me and him. Mak macam susah nak benarkan saya and dia jadi item. Sebab ye lah jauh. Mak membayangkan what if kami dah berumah tangga nanti. Mesti saya akan duduk jauh dari family and kena ikut him. Saya bagitahu mak, saya dah fikirkan tu semua. Sebelum saya and dia jadi more serious. Banyak yang saya fikirkan. Tipu lah kalau saya cakap saya tak melihat jauh dalam relationship ni. But, as we all know, everything mesti ada risiko. Including this matter.

This is not the time to flirt. Plus, I never flirting out. Maksud saya, selalu tukar-tukar boyfriend tu bukan sifat saya. Ouh nak sebut that word, rasa macam janggal lak. I'm serious. I just don't want to waste my time falling in love with wrong guy/s. But, nak tak nak kena mencari kan. Nak cari yang tepat and terbaik bukan senang. Like the wise says, life is like a box of chocolate. You never know what you going to get. So, sometimes it really takes time to find the one who suits you.

My friend Farah, told me that she 100% believed that me and him are meant to be together. Insha Allah. Farah jugak sama macam saya. LDR. Tapi Farah and her bf tu still in Malaysia. But, my situation is different. Even though him from Malaysia jugak, tapi dia belajar and kerja kat oversea. Farah mahu pengakhiran yang baik between saya and him. Sungguh saya juga mahu yang terbaik and menggembirakan berlaku between us. Who don't want it? Live with the one you love the most is every one's dream and desire.

We have been known each other since 2008. It has been 2 years. Its not a short time. I told you. There were a lot of things we had been through together. The bad, the happy, the sweet, the sour. All in one. Sometimes it really hurts. But, finally we are where we are today. And I always thanks Allah for that.

* Mula-mula nak letak title untuk post ni, 'Nak Menulis, Tapi Banyak Idea Sampai Tak Terluah Pula' macam panjang sangat, bukan macam, tapi memang panjang pun, so I cut it short as Tak Terluah je. Hehehe. *

Mimpi Aja Lah!

This track is DOPE! Superb combination!

Feel My Love

When the rain is blowing in your face,
and the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
and there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
and I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
you ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
to make you feel my love
to make you feel my love

Keep On Living

Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling. But finding a true soul mate is an even better feeling. A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you for ever, no matter what. They say that nothing lasts for ever, but I am a firm believer in the fact for some, love lives on and a bond like that will never die.

* From P.S. I Love You's Novel. This novel really inspires me a lot. I'm gonna love him like no other. I am so into him gallons and oceans. I hope the way he impresses me will never stop. *

One

Being the right one.

Meeting the right one.

Choose the right one.

And I hope he's THE ONE for me ;) .

يو تي إن وان - جميلة

Rasa sangat cantik bila dengar lagu ni :) .

Cuba Jadi Pelangi

81 Cara Untuk ...

81 Ways to win Wife's Love

1. Make her feel secure, don't threaten her with divorce.

2. Give sincere Salaams.

3. Treat her gently, like a fragile vessel.

4. Advise in private, at the best time, in the best way and atmosphere.

5. Be generous with her.

6. Warm the seat for her, you will warm her heart.

7. Avoid anger, be in Wudhu at all times.

8. Look good and smell great for your wife.

9. Don't be rigid or harsh-hearted or you will be broken.

10. Be a good listener.

11. Yes for flattery. No for arguing.

12. Call your wife with the best names, cute nicknames, and names she loves

to hear.

13. A pleasant surprise.

14. Preserve and guard the tongue.

15. Expect, accept, and overlook her shortcomings.

16. Give sincere compliments.

17. Encourage her to keep good relations with her family.

18. Speak of the topic of her interest.

19. Express to her relatives, how wonderful she is.

20. Give each other gifts.

21. Get rid of routine, surprise her.

22. Have a good opinion of each other.

23. Have good manners, overlook small things, don't nitpick.

24. Add a drop of patience, increase during pregnancy, menses.

25. Expect and respect her jealously.

26. Be humble.

27. Sacrifice your happiness for hers.

28. Help at home, with housework.

29. Help her love your relatives, but don't try to force her.

30. Let her know that she is the ideal wife for you.

31. Remember your wife in Du'a.

32. Leave the past for Allah, don't dwell on, dig into, or bring it up.

33. Don't act as if you are doing her a favor by working or providing, Allah

is the Provider, the husband is the carrier of the sustenance to the family.

34. Take Shaitan as your enemy, not your wife.

35. Put food in your wife's mouth.

36. Treat your wife like she is the most precious pearl that you want to

protect.

37. Show her your smile.

38. Don't ignore the small things, deal with them before they be come big.

39. Avoid being harsh-hearted.

40. Respect and show that you appreciate her thinking.

41. Help her to find and build her inner strengths and skills.

42. Respect that she might not be in mood for intimacy, stay within Halaal

boundaries.

43. Help her take care of the children.

44. Give her gifts with your tongue, be an artist with your compliments.

45. Sit down and eat meals together.

46. Let her know that you will be traveling or returning from travel, give

her sufficient notice.

47. Don't leave home in anger.

48. Maintain the secrecy and privacy of the home.

49. Encourage each other in worship.

50. Respect and fulfill her rights upon you.

51. Live with her in kindness, goodness, fairness in good and bad times.

52. Kiss your wife, foreplay, don't jump on her like a bull.

53. Keep disputes between the two of you, don't take it outside.

54. Show care for her health and well-being.

55. Remember you are not always right or perfect yourself.

56. Share your happiness and sadness with her.

57. Have mercy for her weaknesses.

58. Be a firm support for her to lean on.

59. Accept her as is, she is a package deal.

60. Have a good intention for her.

61. Cook a dish for her.

62. Designate a nice, clean, spacious area in your home for the two of you

to pray at night whenever you can.

63. Women love flowers. Make a trail of them on the floor leading to the

gift you made for her.

64. Give her a nice massage when she least expects it.

65. Send your wife a text message out of the blue with a message of love.

66. Send your wife an email without a reason.

67. Go out on a date or a get-away for the weekend in a nice location,

preferably without kids.

68. Do something for your wife's family, whether it is a gift, or a chat

with her teen brother who needs mentoring, or whatever. It will get you lots

of brownie points.

69. Do not keep reminding and demanding your rights all the time.

70. Shop groceries for her and call her from the store and ask her what she

needs for the home, for herself or for her to give to people as gifts.

71. Ask her if she would like to invite her female friends over for ladies

only get together and arrange for the dinner.

72. Ask her to send gifts to her parents and siblings.

73. Help her parents pay off debt. Send her poor relatives some money.

74. Write love notes or poems and place them in the book she's been reading.

75. If she tells you something she had just learned from the Qur'an or

Hadith, do not dismiss her or ridicule her effort, instead listen to her and

take her word.

76. Plant her a kitchen garden with all kind of herbs she needs for cooking.

77. Adopt a kitten for her if she likes.

78. Update her PC or laptop with a new one or get her a new mobile phone.

79. Learn to do a special massage technique and surprise her with your new

expertise.

80. Teach your children to respect and honor their mother.

81. Be humorous with her when she makes a mistake in the kitchen (like when

she put too much salt or burnt her baking).

* Credit to Muslim Marriage FB's Page. *

Standard Tertentu Harus Ada ;)

The Muslim woman who understands the teachings of her religion has wise and correct standards when it comes to choosing a husband. She does not concern herself just with good looks, high status, a luxurious lifestyle or any of the other things that usually attract women. She looks into his level of religious commitment and his attitude and behavior, because these are the pillars of a successful marriage, and the best features of a husband. Islamic teaching indicates the importance of these qualities in a potential husband, as Islam obliges a woman to accept the proposal of anyone who has these qualities, lest fitnah and corruption become widespread in society:

“If there comes to you one with whose religion and attitude you are satisfied, then give your daughter to him in marriage, for if you do not do so, fitnah and mischief will become widespread on earth.

* Credit tp Muslim Marriage FB's Page. *

Ciri-ciri Ni Kena Ada Ok!

Women’s Order of Priority in the Desirable Qualities of an Ideal Muslim Husband Points

1st. A Pious Muslim

2nd. Truthfulness and honesty

3rd. A good leader

4th. Justice and fairness

5th. Love of children

6th. Kindness and consideration

7th. Readiness to consult his wife

8th. Good manners

9th. Chastity and good morals

10th. Trustworthiness and reliability

11th. Avoids quarrelling and beating

12th. Clean habits

13th. Strength of mind and will

14th. Gentleness

15th. Generosity

16th. A loving nature

17th. Ability to be contented with one wife

18th. Sense of humour

19th. Reasonableness

20th. FirmnesS

21st. Intelligence

22nd. Seriousness

23rd. Good looks

24th. Physical strength

25th. Wealth

This list of qualities is not of course comprehensive, and there are a few important omissions. However, it raises many interesting points for our brothers to consider in their endeavor to qualify as a potential or actual ideal Muslim husband.

Those who feared that by adhering to Islamic piety and moral standards they would frighten women away will see that they are actually at the top of the league.

This information also confirms the natural order of things referred to and upheld in the Qur’an, in that women do apparently want their men folk to lead and not be led. Leadership has to be deserved and qualified by all the other qualities mentioned in the upper part of the list, such as piety, truthfulness, fairness, kindness, consultation, good manners, good morals and so on.

It is interesting to go over in one’s mind the qualities of the Prophet (saws) mentioned in the earlier part of this paper and match them with this list to see how far the Prophet’s (saws) behavior to his wives demonstrates perfectly those qualities to which women give priority.

Therefore any man who wants to make a success of his marriage cannot go wrong if he takes as his model and example the practice of the blessed Prophet (saws).

For our brothers we pray for Allah to give them the faith and moral strength to attain those great qualities and thereby make a success of their marriages.

For our sisters I pray for Allah’s guidance to make each of us worthy of being the good wife of a good Muslim husband.

* Credit to Muslim Marriage FB's Page. *

Kena Ke?

Erkkk title post ada kaitan ke dengan entry ni? Entahlah, ada la kot sikit-sikit. Sebab kena tanya and discuss. Okay sekarang macam da quite susah nak YM. Since dua-dua kita ni busy. Busy ke? Kind of. And hampir suku bulan December kita lewati. Tak sampai sebulan je lagi. Then next year, you'll be start working. Kalau tempat tu ada kemudahan and aksesbiliti tak apa jugak. But, what if... susah? Alamatnya, kena tunggu dia cuti dulu baru boleh YM, message and bla bla bla. =____________=. Tu satu, then banyak lagi hal yang kita tak bincangkan. Itulah, inilah, macam mana nanti lah, kalau itu, and baaaaanyakkkkk lah laginya. Risau lah. Mana tau dalam masa beberapa ketika if kita tak berhubung nanti, atmosfera antara kita dah lain. Rasa asing maybe. I just don't it to be happen. Tapi nak tak nak, ready atau tak, kena bincangkan jugak. So that tak ada lah masalah ke hapa ke kemudian hari nanti. But, I really do hope the best to both us. Definitely happy ending :) .

Andai

Andainya lelaki tahu dalam hati seorang perempuan ada naluri untuk disayangi, ada rasa ingin diberi perhatian, ada rasa untuk didengari keluh kesahnya, ada waktu-waktu minta ditemani kesedihan.

Andainya lelaki tahu rajuk seorang perempuan minta dipujuk, marah seorang perempuan perlu didekati, sedih seorang perempuan harus didengari, gembira seorang perempuan ingin dikongsi.

Andainya lelaki tahu di sebalik seribu satu rasa itu, ada sekeping hati nan lembut, bukan untuk ditatang bagai minyak yang penuh, bukan jua untuk dimanjai. Hanya perlu sedikit perhatian, agar rasa kasih itu terasa wujud, walau saat jauh.

Kerana andainya lelaki tahu hati itu akan senantiasa bertanya pada diri seorang perempuan. Wujudkah cinta itu di hati lelaki bila saat jauh tanpa perkhabaran. Sebagaimana mekarnya cinta itu tetap di hati seorang perempuan. Biarpun berkali ombak menghempas, tak sekali pantai hati itu berubah.

* As always, one of my friends in FB shared this with me. *

Insha Allah, my heart is always with you Sayang. Biar waktu silih berganti, musim datang dan pergi, dugaan datang tanpa henti, hati ini tetap tegar untukmu Sayang. Moga-moga Allah sentiasa memelihara hati kita.

Buat Lagi

Semalam dah la seharian tak bermesej. Lepas tu hari ni bila dah boleh bermesej, selepas sejam send mesej, dapat delivered report ' message not delivered' lak. =________________________=. Haih betul-betul menguji. Tak apalah maybe dia sedang spend quality time with his parents and siblings. Family gathering. He wished, that I can be there and gather together.

It's okay sayang, kalau ada rezeki, may be we can be a huge family. Deep meaning huh? ;)

1432H

Doa akhir tahun. Dibaca sebanyak 3 kali selepas Asar.

Doa awal tahun. Dibaca sebanyak 3 kali selepas Maghrib.

Semoga kita semua menjadi insan yang lebih baik dan patuh kepada perintah-NYA. Ameen Ya Rabb.

Demi

I love you for the sake of Allah (SWT), so please always remember and trust in Him. Please follow His commandments and do the best that you can do, to be the best Muslim that you can be and I will always love you for the sake of Allah (SWT), Insha-Allah.

The Need to Love Someone, is that Wrong?

Love can mean many different things: It can be a wonderful experience, which touches our deepest emotions.. It is a quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing, and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad times. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses. Love is content with the present it hopes for the future, and it does not brood over the past.

It's the day-in and day-out chronicle of irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, big victories, and working toward common goals.

If you have loved in your life, it can make up for the many things that you are missing. That is the image of Love that I have in my mind. Does that sound so evil? Is it wrong to wish to have a soulmate, a confidant, a friend, a lover, and a spouse all in one? Someone with whom you share your inner most deepest thoughts? To see someone who truly impresses you in their character, personality and their honesty, and wish you can be with them forever?

Is it wrong to love someone in that way?

* Credit to Muslim Marriage's Page in FB. *

Lukisan

This drawing we made in less than 20 minutes. I made the 'I Miss You', then he added the 'Love''s word. I drawed two loves, and he wrote my initial name, in purple, which is his favorite color ;) . SHAH is his name. I mean I made it short in initial :) . He got 25 letters in his name alone. Excluded his father's name. Wheeewww! ;) . Oh ya, I wrote SHAH in orange, one of my so-so favorite color. :)

The 'LOL'?. Considered it as a decoration ;) .

Tunjuk

HIM : Sayang, macam biasa, abang tunggu kat YM :) .

ME : Alaaa tak boleh la nak YM today. After Isyak ni, Sayang kena pergi majlis wed jiran. Sebelah rumah lak tu. Nak tak nak, memang kena pergi jugak la. :( .

HIM : Never mind. Sayang take part jugak ke?

ME : Haah. Sayang take part...tunjuk muka ;) .

HIM : Woahhh, Sayang take part...tunjuk muka? It's too dangerous Sayang, nak kena b**e abang ye?

ME : Ehhh Ya Allah Sayang! Sayang maksudkan tunjuk muka kat tuan rumah. Sayang pun tak selesa nak berlama-lama kat majlis tu.

HIM : Yeah, I know la maksud tunjuk muka Sayang, saja je ;) .

* I know you are quite 'worried' when I told you about the 'tunjuk muka'. Insha Allah, my heart will always for you, Sayang :) . *

Cinta Hari Ini

Hahahahaha tak tahan gelak ah bila tengok Deepika menari. Semangat betul! Siap dengan mulut-mulut tu :P . Tak pernah-pernah saya post Hindi MV. Hehehe. Ni semua gara-gara cerita Love Aaj Kal. Dah dua kali tengok cerita ni. Best woah! First masa Deepavali, then semalam tengok lagi :) . The actors? Saif and Deepika! Ouh Deepika looked so gorgeous in this film okay! Tak payah mekap tebal-tebal. Natural beauty. Then I texted my sayang, dia dah tengok jugak cerita ni. Perrrggghhh asal cerita hindi, cepat je ye tengok. You guys tengok la cerita ni, best. It's all about, dia orang dulu used to be an item. Then broke up. Tapi bila masing-masing dah bawak haluan sendiri, baru tahu they're meant to be together. Auwww sweet tau ;) .

Sangat Besar

Now I wanna do it up so big
Party it up (so big)
Spend it up (so big)
So the whole world knows
My love for you is so big
My heart is so big
My love is so big
For you, for you, now for you

Now with a girl like you
Nothing you can do
But give the world to her 24/7
When she lookin' so sweet
That kind of body
You don't mind spending all of your time, time, time
And it's not that
You're asking me for nothing.
I just wanna show you
How deep my love is.

Coz with them girls before
I wasn't feeling so gone
But with you girl
I'm losing control

Now I wanna do it up so big
Party it up (so big)
Spend it up (so big)
So the whole world knows
My love for you is so big
My heart is so big
My love is so big
For you, for you, now for you

Now wit' a girl like you
I don't care who
Passes me way
Rihanna or Beyonce
Could halla' at me
It doesn't mean a thing 'cause
Nothing compares
To the joy you bring

Them other girls can go
They don't make me feel so gone
'Cause wit' you girl
I'm losing control

Now I wanna do it up so big
Party it up (so big)
Spend it up (so big)
So the whole world knows
My love for you is so big
My heart is so big
My love is so big
For you, for you, now for you

I wanna do it so big
Coz girl we are so big
Let's pop them bottles so big
Like super stars so big
We're takin' over so big
We got that love so big
Let's make it global
Let's blow it up so big

Oooh,, Oooh,, Ooohh.

If this is real love
Then I didn't know
Before she gotcha boy
Doing crazy things
That I never thought I'd ever do

Now I wanna do it up so big
Party it up (so big)
Spend it up (so big)
So the whole world knows
My love for you is so big
My heart is so big
My love is so big
For you, for you, now for you

My love is...
For you, for you, for you...

My heart is...
For you, for you, for you...

My love is...
For you, for you, for you, so big.

Buat kesekian kalinya nak cakap jugak MV ni sweet. Bawak pergi manicure and pedicure. Then dinner together. Paling woah, tak tergoda pun dengan a girl yang left a phone number tu. Hahahaha. Bagus and bahagia if my Sayang buat macam tu jugak ;).

* My heart for YOU is extremely enormous. So that I can give enormous love to you. *