Josh Groban - Awake

~ I watched this clip this morning. ~

~ The lyrics is meaningful. ~

~ I started to like this song :) ~

A beautiful and blinding morning
The world outside begins to breathe
See clouds arriving without warning
I need you here to shelter me

And I know that only time will tell us how
To carry on without each other

So keep me awake to memorize you
Give me more time to feel this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

If I could make these moments endless
If I could stop the winds of change
If we just keep our eyes wide open
Then everything would stay the same

And I know that only time will tell me how
We'll carry on without each other

So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

We'll let tomorrow wait, you're here, right now, with me
All my fears just fall away, when you are all I see

We can't stay like this forever
But I have you here today

And I will remember
Oh I will remember
Remember all the love we shared today

MAY 2011

Just some quick notes about what had happened this MAY.

Jarang dah dapat update blog.

Sebab dah busy dengan praktikum.

Start praktikum 9 May - 28 August.

Lama.

1st time sambut Teacher's Day, even baru bergelar Guru Pelatih.

Rumah sewa jauh dari school.

Nasib baik balik dari school ada cikgu yang tumpangkan kami.

Saya kan takut nak drive, jadi kereta yang ada buat hiasan je la -.- .

My love life?

Alhamdulillah going strong.

But lately, kami banyak salah faham.

Terasa hati.

Tapi, tu lah, selalu pujuk hati, maybe ni sebagai penguat sayang kami :) :') .

Walaupun May agak so-so je, tapi still ok je la.

AND YES! TOMORROW, JUNE 1st, MY EMAK 53rd's BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY 53rd BIRTHDAY MAKKK!!!

THANK YOU FOR BRINGING ME, ABANG AIN, SAFRA, AND WANA TO THIS WORLD.

YOU MEAN A LOT TO US.

MAY ALLAH ALWAYS WITH YOU AND BLESS YOUR LIFE.

WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER :').

Thank you and bye bye May.

Hye June! Please be good to me and all ya :)

I WANT HIM :)

WANT HIM ♥ ♥

♥ I want him to take me and go together to a trip not like any other trip..it's a trip to Allah's house to the hajj...

♥ I want him to wake me up at the dark night to spend all the night stand together between Allah's hands...

...

♥ I want him not to lost the fajr pray and wake me up everyday to pray the fajr together and encourage me and our child to do that....

♥ I want him to have a glittery face from the faith....

♥ I want him to be insist on the modesty recipe such as our Prophet Muhammed peace be upon him.....

♥ I want him to control his angry , and not to spent a long time far away from me when he gets angry with me....

♥ I want him to deserve my pure heart that i gave it to him only....

♥ I want him to come one day and whisper in my ears and say : i love you... love you forever ♥

ALWAYS FOR YOU!

AWESOME APRIL!

~ HEYYAAAA! ~

~ IT'S 1ST MAY ALREADYYY! ~

~ HOW FAST TIME FLYING :O ~

~ APRIL WAS AWESOME TO ME :) ~

~ STRESSFUL, HAPPINESS, SADNESS, SAKIT HATI, SEMUA ADA DALAM BULAN NI. ~

~ KADANG-KADANG RASA MACAM NAK LARI JE DARI SEMUA TU. ~

~ TAPI KALAU LARI JAUH MANA PUN, PROBLEM TETAP KAT SITU JUGAK. ~

~ JADI, HADAPINYA DENGAN TABAH AND SENYUMAN :) ~

~ IT'S A PART OF LIFE. ~

~ ME AND MY SAYANG, LATELY ASYIK NAK TERASA JE ~

~ BUT, MAKIN KITA ORANG TERASA HATI, MERAJUK-MERAJUK MANJA, MAKIN MENDALAM SAYANG TU :) ~

~ SEHARI KALAU TAK POTPETPOTPET, RASA TAK HAPPY :( ~

~ DAH LA, THIS TIME DIA OUTSTATION SELAMA 5 DAYS :( ~

~ OUHH CEPAT LAH BERLALU 5 DAYS NI. ~

~ TAPI, TAK NAK PERGI PRAKTIKUM LAGI =______________________= ~

~ OUHHH YE!!! BULAN NI, OR LUSA, ME AND MY SAYANG SAMBUT MONTHSARY LAGIII!!! WEEE!!! :D ~

~ YA ALLAH, PLEASE BLESS ME, MY FAMILY, AND MY SAYANG, AND ALL THE MOSLEMS :) ~

~ TO APRIL, THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES. BYEBYE :) ~

~ TO MAY, WELCOME AND PLEASE TREAT ME AND MY LOVES ONE, GREATLY :) ~

To Future ...?

Jika isteri menangis dihadapanmu….

“hargailah ia sebelum terlewat…

• Jika seorang isteri menangis dihadapanmu.. itu berarti dia tidak dapat menahannya lagi…

• Jika kau memegang tangannya saat dia menangis.. dia akan tinggal bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu..

• Jika kau membiarkannya pergi.. dia tidak akan kembali menjadi dirinya yang dulu, selamanya!

Seorang isteri tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, kecuali didepan orang yang sangat dia sayangi, dia akan menjadi lemah!

Seorang isteri tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, hanya jika dia sangat menyayangimu.

Dia akan menurunkan rasa EGO-nya..

• Wahai suami2, jika seorang istri pernah menangis karenamu, tolong pegang tangannya dengan penuh pengertian.. Karena dia adalah orang yang akan tetap bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu disaat kau terpuruk terlalu dalam …

• Wahai suami2,jika seorang isteri menangis karena mu, tolong jangan menyia-nyiakannya.

Mungkin, karena keputusanmu, kau merusakkan kehidupannya..

Saat dia menangis didepanmu, saat dia menangis karena mu. Lihatlah jauh kedalam matanya.

Dapatkah kau lihat dan kau rasakan SAKIT yang dirasakannya karenamu ?

Apakah keistimewaan perempuan ini ?

”Dibalik KELEMBUTANNYA dia memiliki kekuatan yang begitu dahsyat..

• TUTUR katanya merupakan KEBENARAN..

• SENYUMAN’nya adalah SEMANGAT bagi orang yang dicintainya..

• PELUKAN & CIUMAN’nya bisa memberi KEHANGATAN bagi anak2nya..

• Dia TERSENYUM bila melihat temannya tertawa..

• Dia TERHARU.. Dia MENANGIS.. bila melihat KESENGSARAAN pd org2 yg dikasihinya. ..

• Dia mampu TERSENYUM dibalik KESEDIHAN’nya..

• Dia sangat GEMBIRA melihat KELAHIRAN..

• Dia begitu sedih melihat KEMATIAN..

• TITISAN air matanya bisa membawa PERDAMAIAN.

** Tapi dia sering dilupakan oleh SUAMI krn 1 hal… Bahwa “Betapa BERHARGAnya dia **

Sebarkan ini ke SELURUH ISTERI2 yg soleha dan SUAMI2 yang kamu kenal agar mereka tidak lupa bahwa ISTERI mereka begitu berHARGA… Dan sangat berHARGA…

*kredit to FB Page*

Tanda Lelaki Sayang

10 Sweet Stuffs Boyfriends Should Do :)

5th month-sary & Safra's 18th Birthday :)

Ok patutnya entry ni di-post-kan semalam. Tapi since semalam internet macam harem, jadi kena delayed la. Cheh macam nak naik flight lak delay bagai :P . Urmmmm rasa macam malas lak nak tulis panjang-panjang ni. Quick notes je la ye :P

~ Yesterday was our monthsary :) ~

~ ALHAMDULILLAH :'). MAY ALLAH BLESS ME AND MY SAYANG :) . Insha Allah. ~

~ I got lovely and meaningful messages from him :) ~

~ I never been happier than this ;) ~

~ I LOVE YOU SAYANG :) ~

~ Semalam jugak birthday adikku. Safra. ~

~ Happy 18th Birthday Safra! ~

~ Semoga sentiasa dirahmati oleh Allah di dunia & akhirat. ~

~ Hidup ni mencabar. We don't know what we gonna got. Either the goods or the bads. ~

~ What ever it is, remember ALLAH. ~

~ Always look for HIM. Because only HIM can fulfill your prays and prayers :) ~

~ Semalam jugak, sebab bosan sangat, boleh lak buat tingtong. ~

~ Want to know apa yang tingtong? ~

~ After bangun dari nap, dalam 2:15PM, konon nak join aktiviti kolej. Permainan tradisional. ~

~ Tengok-tengok, kena main batu seremban, sepak raga, congkak, tingting, and dam haji! ~

~ OMGGGG!!! Semua tu saya tak pandai laaaa!!!! Kecuali congkak! ~

~ Tau main, tapi tak terel pun. ~

~ Orang cakap, belum duduk, dah kalah! HAHAHAAHA ~

~ Huh apa lagi?! My room mate cakap, jom pergi KL lah! ~

~ Saya pun, JOMMM! ~

~ 5PM, we were in Times Square! ~

~ Since my room mate ni tak pernah tengok wayang, so I bring her tengok wayang. ~

~ Cerita CUN! tayangan pukul 7 petang. ~

~ CUN! Sangat lah besttt!!! Komedi romantik yang simple and ringan and yang penting, TAK BODOH ok lawaknya tuuuu! ~

~ Siapa kata KLCC dan sawah padi tak boleh bersama? ~

~ Kasih dan sayang tu milik Allah. Kalau DIA hadirkan kasih dan sayang dalam hati, maksudnya DIA mengizinkannya :) - Salah satu dialog dalam cerita CUN! ;) ~

~ Dalam 9:30PM, bertolak balik. ~

~ 11:00PM, taddaaa!!! dah sampai rumah! ~

~ Pergghhh memang last minute planning punya lah! :P ~

Marvelous March

~ TI' AMORE ~

~ 1 APRIL 2011 ~

~ HYE APRIL! ~

~ GOOD BYE MARCH :( ~

~ THANK YOU MARCH FOR BEING SO GREAT TO ME ~

~ ME AND MY SAYANG ARE SHARING SAME MONTH OF BIRTHDAY :) ~

~ OUR LOVE IS GETTING STRONGER AND BLOOMING :"> ~

~ JIJI'S BIRTHDAY IS ALSO IN THIS MONTH ~

~ BUT, MY SISTERS'S PETS, DIED ALSO IN THIS MONTH :( ~

~ THERE WERE SO MANY INTERESTING THINGS HAPPENED TO ME IN MARCH ~

~ I STILL REMEMBER, LAST YEAR, MARCH WAS A SAD AND DEVASTATED MONTH FOR ME ~

~ GOT HURTED AND FRUSTATED ~

~ I CURSED ON 'THAT THING' ~

~ I MAD. I CAN'T HOLD MY ANGER ON 'IT' ~

~ JIJI, FARAH, LINA WERE THE PERSON I LOOKED UP TO HEAR MY SAD STORIES ~

~ THANK YOU GIRLS FOR WILLING TO HEAR IT :') ~

~ MAY ALLAH BLESS ALL OF YOU ~

~ PLEASE ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIENDS AND BE MY EARS :D ~

~ BUT, IT WAS LAST YEAR ~

~ THIS YEAR, THIS MONTH TO BE EXACT, I LIVE HAPPILY ON 'IT' ~

~ I FEEL SO HONORED TO BE LOVED BY HIM :) :') ~

~ I HOPE ALLAH WILL GIVE ME CHANCE TO LOVE HIM AND TO LIVE WITH HIM. INSHA ALLAH :D :') ~

~ MY FAMILY, ABAH ESPECIALLY, IS OK WITH MY SAYANG :D :P ~

~ JUST PRAY THE BEST FOR US :) ~

~ ALHAMDULILLAH. ALHAMDULILLAH. ALHAMDULILLAH :') ~

Sepatutnya Aku. Dan Ya! Memang Aku!

Ouuuuuuu
ouuuuuuuu

Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!


That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

Ouuuuuuu
ouuuuuuuu

That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...

Chorus:

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,




Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!

Chorus:
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me

Once In A LIfetime

~ He's in Pakistan for three days ~

~ I MISS HIM ~

Andainya Lelaki Tahu

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,

lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya

tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata,

itu bukan bermakna dia lemah,

tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan

untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila seorang perempuan marah,

memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya

tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya

dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu.

Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh.

Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang,

semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak,

dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas,

tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.

Andainya lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu anda berubah,

itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima anda seadanya,

tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik,

bukan untuk dirinya,

tetapi untuk masa depan anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan anda,

bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..

tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan anda

dan masih menganggap anda anak kecil

yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian.

Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya,

anda akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi.

Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat.

Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan merajuk,

jangan kata dia mengada-ngada.

Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit

atau hadiah sedozen,

tetapi cukup dengan perhatian

yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’,

itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak menyintai

tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya,

bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata

tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu sama kamu,

dia benar-benar maksudkannya.

Apabila berjauhan, bayanganmu akan sentiasa bermain di mata.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu,

jangan percaya kata-katanya

kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu.

Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya.

Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya.

Selagi dia dengan kamu, percayalah,

walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya

tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan menjadi degil,

dia bukan bermaksud untuk menjadi degil

tapi dia mahu melihat

sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan kerenahnya.

Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut.

Andai kena caranya,

jangan terkejut kalau akhirnya dia menukar fikirannya dalam masa sesaat.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Apabila perempuan berkata,

“tolong tinggalkan saya!”,

dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya.

Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja.

Apabila dia kembali tenang,

percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula.

Itu tandanya dia benar-benar menyintai anda.

Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan.

Dia terlalu emosional.

Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda

dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..

Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu

dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri.

Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami,

mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan.

Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali.

Di sebalik air matanya,

tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan

yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya.

Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah

tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri

yang bisa menggoncang dunia

dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya.

Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda

kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja

tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyokong anda

dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna.

Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu

yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.

* Credit to FB *

Take My Heart

Auwwww this is damn cuteeeee!!!!

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

(violin solo!)

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

Happy 24th Birthday!

TODAY IS MY SAYANG 24th BIRTHDAYYYYYY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!

ALHAMDULILLAH! THIS TIME WE CELEBRATE OUR BIRTHDAYS 'TOGETHER' :')

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU ALWAYS :)

AS YOU GROW ONE YEAR OLDER, HOPEFULLY YOU'LL BECOME ONE YEAR WISER ;)

MAY OUR HAPPINESS NEVER ENDS :)

INSHA ALLAH. AMEEN YA RABB :')

Noooo!!! He's Not In Town!

- 17/3/2011 -

MY SAYANG WENT BACK TO HIS HOMETOWN :( .

HIS FLIGHT WAS AT 4:45PM.

- 18/3/2011 -

MY SAYANG ARRIVED SAFELY AND HE MESSAGED ME :) .

YOU KNOW WHAT?

I WAS THINKING ABOUT HIM AND JUST READ ABOUT MY PREVIOUS ENTRY (MOGA-MOGA), THEN HE MESSAGED AND INFORMED ME THAT HE'S HOME ALREADY :) .

ALHAMDULILLAH

I MISS YOU AND ALWAYS DO :)

Yeayyy!!! He's In Town!

SURPRISEEEEE!!!!

MY SAYANG IS IN TOWN!!!

I MEAN HE'S BACK IN KL NOW!!!!

NOW I KNOW WHY HE KEEP SAYING ABOUT MALAYSIA.

THE WEATHER, TEMPOYAK, HIKAYAT MERONG MAHAWANGSA, AND ALL STUFFS :)

HE ASKED ME TO WATCH MERONG WITH HIM AND HIS FAMILY. BUT I CAN'T MADE IT. GOT CLASS :'(

SADLY, HE'LL BE IN KL UNTIL THIS THURSDAY :(

WE'RE YM-ING, AND HIS GRANDMA IS ALSO JOINING THE YM-ING SESSION ;)

AUWWWW HIS GRANDMA KNEW IT ALREADY *BLUSHING-BLUSHING*

YM, PLEASE BE NICE AND DON'T DO DC-ING THING AGAIN ALRIGHT?

Sedetik Lebih

* This is my latest must-heard song :) *

I keep playing it on and on :D

Setiap nafas yang dihembus
Setiap degupan jantung
Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan
Dalam tidur dan khayalan
Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang
Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu
Kerana kau beri erti hidup
Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan
Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia
Asal masih adanya kamu

Love Is Not About ...

HAPPY 100th WOMAN'S DAY !!!!