Post-Exam & Pre-Practicum

~ ALHAMDULILLAH EXAM DA HABISS!!! ~

~ BUT AFTER THIS, KENA PRAKTIKUM LAK. ~

~ JAUHHHH! KAT TEMPAT JIN BERTENDANG -.- ~

~ NEXT WEEK TERUS MULA PRAKTIKUM. ~

~ DALAM SEMINGGU JE CUTI :( ~

~ OUH ADAKAH AKU DAH BERSEDIA NAK JADI CIKGU NI? ~

~ URMMMMMMMMMM ~

~ NI PUN TENGAH TUNGGU FAMILY DATANG, THEN TERUS BALIK KLANGGGG!!! YEAYYY!! ~

~ SEMALAM MY SAYANG TOLD ME, HARI ESOK DIA KENA PERGI OUTSTATION LAGI. 5 HARI LAK TU :( :( :( ~

~ TAK SAMPAI SEBULAN PERGI OUTSTATION. NI KENA PERGI LAGI. ASYIK KENA TINGGAL JE LA :( ~

~ LEPAS NI LAGI LA MASING- MASING SIBUK. ~

~ IF MASA KAT UNI NI BOLEH LAH SAYA CURI-CURI MASA DENGAN DIA, TAPI BILA DAH START PRAKTIKUM KENA BUAT LESSONS PLANNING LAGI. ~

~ OUH ALLAH, KUATKAN HATI KAMI. ~

Berhabuk

SALAM AND GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! :) . IT'S BEEN AN AGES I DON'T BLOG :D . MANY THINGS HAVE TO CATCH UP LATELY. FINAL EXAMINATION -.- , STUDY HERE AND THERE, DISCUSSION ABOUT MY THESIS WITH LECTURER, AND ETC. MY FIRST PAPER IS ON APRIL 23RD. YUP THIS SATURDAY. BUT, I FEEL A BIT SAD, BECAUSE MY SAYANG, HAS TO GO FOR AN OUTSTATION :( . AND FOR FINAL THIS TIME, I BECOME MORE 'RAJIN' hehehe :P . I JUST SLEEP A FEW HOURS EVERYDAY. WOW!!! TO ME ;) .

OH YA, LAST TUESDAY, ME AND MY HOUSE MATES WENT TO KALUMPANG FOR PICNIC :D . LAST TIME I WENT THERE WHEN I WAS IN SEMESTER 3. AND NOW I'LL BE FINISHED MY 6TH SEMESTER :) . IT'S A LONG TIME AGO. IT'S FUN. I ENJOYED IT. EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T SWIM, BUT MY HOUSE MATE ALWAYS HAD EYE ON ME. SO THAT I'LL BE AWARE :D . OUR NEXT PLANNING IS TO GO OUT FOR DINNER TOGETHER. LOOKING FORWARD FOR THAT THOUGH. AYTE, THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. NEED TO WAKE MY SAYANG UP ;) AND CONTINUE MY READING. WISH ME LUCK GUYS! HAVE A NICE DAY AHEAD! :)

Meraban

SEMALAM ELOK-ELOK MOOD OKAY, TIBA-TIBA JADI SEBALIKNYA LAK.

MASUK BILIK BAGI SALAM, TAPI TAK JAWAB PUN.

AGAKNYA JAWAB DALAM HATI.

APA SALAHNYA 'SUARAKAN' ALAIKUMSALAM TU.

LEBIH BAIK BAGI SALAM BILA MASUK BILIK YANG MEMANG TAK DE ORANG.

HATI PUN TAK SAKIT.

HARI NI BALIK KLANG.

KENA BALIK SORANG-SORANG.

ADUHHH NERVOUS LA KENA SURVIVE NI.

YE LA DAH LA DENGAN MACAM ORANG LUARNYA. *TAKUT-TAKUT*

LAGI SEKALI, ASSIGNMENTS YANG MENGGUNUNG NI AKU K.I.V KAN.

WAKE UP ZAFIII!!!

-.-

Slip Exam Dah Kua Weyh!

SLIP EXAM DAH KELUAR.

TAPI ASSIGNMENTS 8 LAGI TAK SUBMIT.

GILA KENTANG AHH!

TAK SAMPAI SEMINGGU LEPAS TU KENA PRAKTIKUM LAK.

RUSHING WEYH!

COOOLLLLL!!!

PENGAJARAN, TEKNOLOGI DAN PENAKSIRAN 2 = 10/3/2011 & 17/3/2011

ISU-ISU SERANTAU DAN ANTARABANGSA = 22/3/2011

SISTEM UNDANG-UNDANG MALAYSIA = 22/3/2011

EKONOMI PEMBANGUNAN = 23/3/2011

INTEGRASI = 25/3/2011

* My mounty assignments :P . GOSHHH!! How cool is that huh? * GOOD LUCK TO ME =.= *

Petang Yang Berdentum

Langit mendung.

Guruh berdentum-dentam di dada langit.

Aku masih lagi di depan laptop.

Mencari bahan untuk tesis.

Susahnya nak cari tajuk.

Buntu.

Tuhan tolong aku.

Berikan aku kekuatan dan kesabaran.

Kenapa susah sangat nak fikir tajuk ni?

At the end, aku rasa sesak dada.

Macam nak menangis.

*Air mata bertakung.*

Masa terus berjalan.

Berputar.

Aku harap aku dapat cope the time and done all my things.

This situation is really make me worried and sick.

Tuhan, permudahkan urusan aku.

*Air mata mengalir laju.?*

Nak fikir tajuk dah sekian susah.

Belum lagi nak jumpa penyelia untuk luluskan tajuk.

Penyelia pun dah dirombak.

Belum lagi cari bahan.

Belum lagi berurusan dengan orang yang berkaitan.

Belum lagi kena buat rujukan.

Belum lagi kena perbaiki mana yang patut.

*Guruh berdentum sangat kuat.*

Kawan-kawan ada yang dah diluluskan tajuk,

Tapi aku?

Berlagak tenang.

Tapi dalam hati berperang dengan persoalan.

*Guruh. Tutup tingkap. Curtain untied. Takut.*

Mak, Abah rindu la :( .

Nak balik.

Nak hilangkan tension ni.

You are my perfect emergency exit.

Tak suka lah menangis macam ni.

Tuhan, tabahkan aku :'( :'( :'( .

* 4 kali ulang lagu 'That's When I Love You' masa type this entry. *

Tak Tau

I am very disappointed. Upset. I don't know what's wrong with my result. I did my very best on my exam. Yet, I answered the questions with confidence. But not so over confidence. All I did during the exam week were, ignore the FB, ignore the internet. I just study and did revision. I don't know whom to blame on. Some people choose to study in a group. But for me, I prefer to study alone. So that I can concentrate and focus on the topics. But, at the other time, I can spend my time study with my friends as long as they are really want to study too. Not just for have fun only. I don't know what went wrong this time. Is it my fault or what. All I remember, last semester I studied hard than the other semesters. I lost focus on the previous semesters for some reasons. But it was back then. While for the last semester I got my momentum back on track. Maybe this is a test or a reminder for me. To not to enjoy too much. But, still, Alhamdulillah for the result I got. I almost forgot to thank it to Allah. I'll do the best that I can next time. Insha Allah.

No Idea

Another 1 paper to go. Tadi jawab subjek Pembangunan Lestari. Fuhhh agak nervous la jugak nak jawab ni. Sebab lecturer ni macam rigid je nak bagi markah. But, luckily everything went well. Alhamdulillah :) . Then, Rabu ni lak paper Social Science Research lak. Paper ni lagi hebat, if tak lulus tak berTESIS la saya semester depan. Ya Allah, moga-moga saya lulus dengan cemerlang untuk paper ni and papers yang lain. Urm sedar tak sedar dah nak bertesis aku rupanya. Haih lepas tu, kena praktikum lak. Woahhhh time is flying so fast! I even don't feel it :O :O :O .

Oh ya, now my followers are 5 people! Tau jumlahnya sikit, tapi kira ok la sebab saya memang tak share pun link blog ni kat kawan-kawan di FB yang seramai 2K tu. I just blogging for my own satisfaction. Apa-apa yang terasa kat hati ni saya luahkan di sini. Jadi siapa yang tau, tau lah apa yang saya tuliskan ;) . For those who are following my blog, thanks so much ya :) . Keep following it :) .

* Salji dah turun! Sekarang ni rumah, pavement, and rambut semua dah bertukar color putih sikit-sikit = Him :) . Welcome Winter! *

Blur

Yesterday.

My Housemate : Zafi, kau dengan siapa sekarang ni?

ME : Hurmmm (keberatan nak jawab) .

My Housemate : Orang jauh ke?

ME : Aaa lebih kurang lah. Aku and mak aku selalu gak bincang pasal ni. Entah la. Just go with the flow.

My Housemate : Pernah jumpa ke?

ME : Urmmm tak lah. Sebab dia balik pun kejap je. Jadi belum berkesempatan lagi.

* Then terus saya tukar topic. Nanti makin banyak lak soalan tak senang duduk ditanya. Why lately ramai nak korek cerita pasal saya? * -.-

Today.

Jiji : Happy je ni.

Mimah : Muka bahagia. Tulis kat FB apa? ' Saya sayang SH saya ' . Hahaha

ME : Ya Allah budak niii!!!! (gagap jap nak cover apa!) . Mimah confirm jawab exam kang aku tersengih-sengih ingat kau cakap pasal ni.

After exam. Mimah cakap lagi hal ni.

Mimah : Wahhh sekarang dah banyak love la kat FB.

ME : Mana ada! Tiga je pun.

Mimah : Dah pandai jiwang-jiwang sekarang!

Ann : Waaahhhh Zafi! Senyap-senyap. Selamat menikmatinya! Aku doakan kau bahagia la ye.

ME : (Senyum. Blur nak cakap apa. Apsal blur tak habis-habis ni?) =________=

* Ann, terima kasih atas Doa tu. Semoga ianya menjadi kenyataan. Ameen. *

Turn

Final exam! Finally you are here! Well now it's my turn to face with unpredictable exam papers. And my sayang, your duty to take care me ;) . Dulu saya yang ala-ala (apsal nak guna word ala-ala? Tak apa. Abaikan.) jaga dia bila nak exam semua, but now, dia la pulak kena hafal my exam's date. Hee :D. And thanks Allah, today's paper went well. My next papers are on 26th, 29th, and 1st December. Nasib baik semester ni ada gap untuk exam. Tak payah nak pening-pening and sakit kepala macam nak pecah menghafal. Best of luck to me and ha yeah, to all SPM 2010 candidates, including my sister, Nur Safra Zarifah. Let try to catch flying colours result!

I Dont Know What To Say :

cuteamira14: Salam...kak fyra!!:(
zafreebies_88: wasalam
zafreebies_88: kenapa dik?
zafreebies_88: sedih ?
zafreebies_88: dik?
zafreebies_88: are you ok?
cuteamira14: kak...abang man kena pukul dengan samseng jalanan,mujur kawan abang kenal adik,,,terus dia inform adik..actually,abang tengah rushing then terlanggar dengan samseng tu..samseng tu pun marah-marah..habis abang kena pukul dengan 6 orang lawan 1 orang..abang tengah rehat now,baadn dia lebam-lebam
zafreebies_88: ha ye ke?
zafreebies_88: bila dia kena pukul?
zafreebies_88: aduhhhhh kenapa jadi macam ni?
cuteamira14: adik cakapla kat kawan abang, "abang kan pandai taekwando?"kawan abang cakap, "dia tak sempat nak lawan lagi". kawan abang tu jumpa dia tengah menahan sakit..
cuteamira14: yesterday
zafreebies_88: 1 badan la lebam-lebam?
cuteamira14: hmmm kat bibir,perut.kena pukul dengan kayu baseball tu..kesian abang:(
zafreebies_88: ya Allah!!
zafreebies_88: macam dalam cerita la pulak
cuteamira14: tu la...1st adik tak percaya...tapi bila adik suruh kawan abang bagi hp kat abang..suara abang tersekat-sekat..
zafreebies_88: kesiannya
zafreebies_88: i cant imagine it
cuteamira14: kalau mama abang tau..sekarang gak dia suruh abang balik Malaysia...nasib time tu abang sehelai sepinggang.tak bawak benda yang berharga
zafreebies_88: masa tu dia nak pergi kerja ke?
cuteamira14: yesterday dia ambil cuti nak siapkn tesis katanya..dia kat rumah lecturer dengan kawan-kawan yang lain...kejadian tu berlaku after solat Jumaat
cuteamira14: kalau adik jumpa samseng tu..siapla dia orang!!
zafreebies_88: eeeeeee jahat betul orang-orang tu
zafreebies_88: no manners lah
zafreebies_88: tapi macam mana pulak masa tu abang boleh seorang-seorang?
cuteamira14: entah..maybe nak ambik something..kawan dia kat atas dia turun bawah
zafreebies_88: oooo
zafreebies_88: just in a flash of an eye la ni
cuteamira14: haah sekelip mata...yang adik risau kepala abg tu...kan tak dapat bergegar sangat..
zafreebies_88: lepas tu ada check doktor tak kepala abang tu?
cuteamira14: ermm tak tau lak adik,kalau balut-balut tu adala..wait and see.abang tak boleh move to much
zafreebies_88: aduhhh akak pulak yang rasa sesak
zafreebies_88: adik banyak ye doa untuk abang
cuteamira14: rasa sesak?macam mana tu?...yela adik baru lepas nangis-nangis and hope abang cepat sembuh
zafreebies_88: mixed feelings kat dalam dada tu
zafreebies_88: bercampur baur
zafreebies_88: adik baru tau tadi la ye?
cuteamira14: haah..baru lepas buat kerja,then kawan abang call.
cuteamira14: sorry la ye,kacau akak..
zafreebies_88: ehhh its ok
zafreebies_88: thanks sebab bagitahu akak
zafreebies_88: adik on ym ni just want to let me know this?
cuteamira14: :welcome...tak jugak adik ada temu janji dengan kawan nak ym.
zafreebies_88: ouhhh i see...
zafreebies_88: thanks so much ye dik

These conversations were between ME and MIRA.
We were YM-ing around 10AM something to 1130AM - 24 April 2010 - Saturday -

Politic

To Politic's paper : Please be nice and be easy to me and to all my friends tomorrow ya. Don't ask us difficult questions. We just want the easiest from you. So that we can score you and get the best result. Please ya. ;)

I Dont Like Myself Being Like This

Apa nak jadi lah dengan Zafi ni.

Exam tak sampai lagi seminggu.

Whats wrong with myself????

I HATE IT!!!!

Bukan tak ada benda nak baca.

Tapi balik-balik on lappy.

And asal buka lappy mesti tangan ni laju je sign in FB.

Lepas tu mengadap je la FB ni.

Buku tak nak baca, tapi MukaBuku nak pula baca.

Sekarang ni tengah buka 5 windows terus.

Blog sendiri, baca blog orang, FB, Yahoo Mail, and YouTube.

Kepala dan mata dah sakit ni.

Asyik mengadap lappy je. Haih.

Oh ya lagi satu layan FB Chat.

Come on Zafi!!!!!!!!!!!! Wake up!!!

I dont like myself being like this.