Same

I was looking at all of his pictures in my laptop. Miss him maybe ;) . Then I received a message; ' Sayang, lepas sayang solat Isya'...YM-ing :) ' . What a bless! We have the same thought! Saat kau ingat aku, ku ingat kat kau. Lalalala~ . Ok lah, nak solat Isya' then YM with him! :) :) :)

No Idea

Another 1 paper to go. Tadi jawab subjek Pembangunan Lestari. Fuhhh agak nervous la jugak nak jawab ni. Sebab lecturer ni macam rigid je nak bagi markah. But, luckily everything went well. Alhamdulillah :) . Then, Rabu ni lak paper Social Science Research lak. Paper ni lagi hebat, if tak lulus tak berTESIS la saya semester depan. Ya Allah, moga-moga saya lulus dengan cemerlang untuk paper ni and papers yang lain. Urm sedar tak sedar dah nak bertesis aku rupanya. Haih lepas tu, kena praktikum lak. Woahhhh time is flying so fast! I even don't feel it :O :O :O .

Oh ya, now my followers are 5 people! Tau jumlahnya sikit, tapi kira ok la sebab saya memang tak share pun link blog ni kat kawan-kawan di FB yang seramai 2K tu. I just blogging for my own satisfaction. Apa-apa yang terasa kat hati ni saya luahkan di sini. Jadi siapa yang tau, tau lah apa yang saya tuliskan ;) . For those who are following my blog, thanks so much ya :) . Keep following it :) .

* Salji dah turun! Sekarang ni rumah, pavement, and rambut semua dah bertukar color putih sikit-sikit = Him :) . Welcome Winter! *

Jatuh Cinta Lagi

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
Dr. Seuss

I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.
Roy Croft

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too. So we're really not that different, me and you.
Colin Raye

Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one.
Friedrich Halm

Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love

Leo Buscaglia

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
Elizabeth Barrett Browning

If you wished to be loved, love.
Lucius Annaeus Seneca

Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Franklin P. Jones

Carl&Ellie

Auuuwww so sweet! I want to grow old with you Sayang. Plus, with the kids :) .

Terima, Buka, & Jaga

Loving someone isn't a job, or a responsibility. It's a blessing. It's a gift. Receive it, open it and take care of it.

I

Once loves come, I will never ever let it goes. I will hold it tight so that no one can seize it from me. I am super duper happy with him now. Even though we are so far away, but we believe only heart can make our love stronger day by day. Once I love someone, I will love him with all my heart. I thought a lot. Who says I'm just thinking about now? Well, it's so false. I always thinking for long term condition. I want the best for us and also for both families. I want us live happy and blessed. I want to be the greatest to him. I want to be the one who always there for him no matter in thin and thick times. Even though the world seems upsides downs, but as long as I have him and Allah and family, I will be a lot okay. I don't want to hurt him and at the same time don't want to get hurt. I try my best to give the best that I can. I want both of us satisfied with each other. I know no body is perfect. But we can be perfect with our own way. I want both of us share the sad and happy moments together. I want both of us share giggle even for the no reasons. Sometimes giggling for no reasons could make a moment more special. I just don't want any bad thing occurs in our relationship. Allah, please guide us. Please make our hearts strong and avoid any doubtful feeling between us.

C*l*om

Cel*** ni kan!!!! Masa aku tengah best-best nak message with sayang aku masa ni lah pulak buat wenggg!!! Kot ye pun nak upgrade coverage buat lah masa aku tidur tadi. Ni tak! Saja nak menyusahkan aku. Kadang-kadang teknologi ni menyenangkan but sometimes menyusahkan hidup je! Sesak betul! Setengah jam masa aku terbuang macam tu je sebab message could not be sent. Nak je aku pang pang benda alah ni. GRRRRRR!!!! Sila jadi baik ye rangkain Cel***. Kalau tak memang rugi besar syarikat kau nanti.

Siapa Tak Nak?

Imam al Ghazali berkata
"Perkahwinan adalah benteng dari syaitan, menambah ketakwaan, menolak godaan syahwat, menundukkan pandangan dan memelihara kemaluan".

Riwayat Termizi ada menyebut
"Harta yang paling baik ialah lidah yang bersyukur, hati yang bersyukur, isteri yang solehah kerana ia dapat menolong memperkukuhkan iman".

Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim
"Perempuan di kahwini kerana hartanya, cantiknya, keturunannya, dan agamanya, namun pilihlah perempuan yang taat pada agamanya kerana ia dapat menuntun tanganmu".

Perempuan baik untuk lelaki baik...
Surah Al Nisa' 3
"Lelaki penzina tidak layak kahwin kecuali dengan perempuan penzina, atau perempuan musyrik, dan pempuan penzina tidak layak di kahwini kecuali oleh lelaki penzina atau musyrik, dan yang demikian itu di haramkan oleh orang-orang beriman"

Surah Al Nisa':25
"Sedangkan mereka adalah perempuan-perempuan mushanat (memelihara diri) bukan perempuan penzina dan bukan pula yang mengambil lelaki lain sebagai piaraannya".

Blur

Yesterday.

My Housemate : Zafi, kau dengan siapa sekarang ni?

ME : Hurmmm (keberatan nak jawab) .

My Housemate : Orang jauh ke?

ME : Aaa lebih kurang lah. Aku and mak aku selalu gak bincang pasal ni. Entah la. Just go with the flow.

My Housemate : Pernah jumpa ke?

ME : Urmmm tak lah. Sebab dia balik pun kejap je. Jadi belum berkesempatan lagi.

* Then terus saya tukar topic. Nanti makin banyak lak soalan tak senang duduk ditanya. Why lately ramai nak korek cerita pasal saya? * -.-

Today.

Jiji : Happy je ni.

Mimah : Muka bahagia. Tulis kat FB apa? ' Saya sayang SH saya ' . Hahaha

ME : Ya Allah budak niii!!!! (gagap jap nak cover apa!) . Mimah confirm jawab exam kang aku tersengih-sengih ingat kau cakap pasal ni.

After exam. Mimah cakap lagi hal ni.

Mimah : Wahhh sekarang dah banyak love la kat FB.

ME : Mana ada! Tiga je pun.

Mimah : Dah pandai jiwang-jiwang sekarang!

Ann : Waaahhhh Zafi! Senyap-senyap. Selamat menikmatinya! Aku doakan kau bahagia la ye.

ME : (Senyum. Blur nak cakap apa. Apsal blur tak habis-habis ni?) =________=

* Ann, terima kasih atas Doa tu. Semoga ianya menjadi kenyataan. Ameen. *

Terbaik Yang Aku Mampu

some say that love isn't fair

but they don't know you and me

and when they tell me that love doesn't last alone

that's when i look at you

and it's alright just let me lead you

it's ok if you close your eyes

i'll be standing by your side

i'm gonna love you the best that i can

you're my heart and you're my best friend

and i promise til the end (yeah)

i'm gonna love you the best that i can

that i can..

time cannot tear us apart (no no no)

we're stronger than yesterday

and though we've traveled so far

you're still close to me

love changes everything

and know that it's alright

just let me lead you (let me lead you)

(yeah)

it's ok if you close your eyes (it's ok)

i'll be standing by your side

i'm gonna love you the best that i can

you're my heart and you're my best friend

and i promise til the end (yeah)

i'm gonna love you (gonna love you) the best that i can

through the peaks and the valleys

you're not alone

and when the world's upside down you know i'm there

and anytime i feel afraid that's when i look at you

with the best that i can

i will love you (will love you) the very best i can

the best that i can

with every breath i take

from this moment til the very end

i'm gonna love you (gonna love you) the best that i can

the best that i can

it's ok if you close your eyes

i'll be standing by your side

i'm gonna love you the best that i can

you're my heart and you're my best friend

and i promise til the end (yeah)

i'm gonna love you the best that i can

i'm gonna love you

i'm gonna love you the best that i can

* You're my love and you're my best friend. Even though we are so far, but we are close in heart. This song describe us perfectly :) . I'm gonna love him the best that I can. *

3 Things

~ Kepercayaan ~

~ Kesabaran ~

~ Kekuatan ~

Ya Allah please give me and Him trustworthy, strength, and patience to face all the obstacles. Please guide us to the right path and show us the best thing so that no body going to get hurt. I want both of us live happily ever after and blessed by all the people and also we also seek blessed from YOU, Ya Rabb. Ameen Ya Rabb :') .

Turn

Final exam! Finally you are here! Well now it's my turn to face with unpredictable exam papers. And my sayang, your duty to take care me ;) . Dulu saya yang ala-ala (apsal nak guna word ala-ala? Tak apa. Abaikan.) jaga dia bila nak exam semua, but now, dia la pulak kena hafal my exam's date. Hee :D. And thanks Allah, today's paper went well. My next papers are on 26th, 29th, and 1st December. Nasib baik semester ni ada gap untuk exam. Tak payah nak pening-pening and sakit kepala macam nak pecah menghafal. Best of luck to me and ha yeah, to all SPM 2010 candidates, including my sister, Nur Safra Zarifah. Let try to catch flying colours result!

The Girlfriends 2

After 4 months, me and my girlfriends met up again!!!! This time we brought along the bodyguards. Hehehehe...But hey, just friends. Plus, they are taken okay! Thanks so much to Rahmat for the movie tickets. 7 tickets ya'all!!! And thanks so much to Farah too, for Pizza Hut! Wheeeww best gilaaa!!! Sebab saya tak keluarkan not even a cent pun pergi sana. Serious! Hanya beli top up je! Sebab nak bermesej dengan my sayang la! Ngee~

Mula-mula sampai dalam 11AM terus pergi Telok Cempedak for picnic! Photofreak kejap ditambah dengan bidikan Halifa yang terlebih artistik tu, then we headed to East Coast Mall. Tengok movie. Tajuknya Unstoppable! Memang terbaik la. Semalam ok premierenya! Ohhh ya, Chris Pine is damn hottt!!! Ha masa nak queue beli ticket, Rahmat lak tak ada, then Fifi called him. Dia boleh lak cakap, cepat sikit datang GSC ni. Duit mana?! Duit!! Hahahaha mintak duit yang penting! Rahmat nak tengok or tak movie tu lain cerita lah. :D

After that, pergi solat apa semua, and went to Pizza Hut. Dapat satu regular pizza! Sebab staff situ tersalah bagi pizza. Syukur Alhamdulillah! Rezeki kami! Around 6:45PM, kami pergi ke terminal, sebab Farah nak jumpa her bf for the veru first time! Well, this is all about FB people!

Ok sekarang saya dah mula teringatkan my sayang. Malas la nak type panjang-panjang. Lagipun nak packing stuffs. Kejap lagi mau balik Klang. Arrghhh Selasa ni final. Tapi satu habuk pun tak study lagi. =___________________________=. Layan je la those pictures ok! Tata.

Sacrifice

Fadhilat yang diperolehi daripada ibadah korban ini amat besar antaranya:

• Menambah amal kebajikan. Sabda Rasullah Sallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam:
  
  Maksudnya: "Korban itu bagi tuannya dengan setiap bulunya adalah kebajikan". (Hadis riwayat Tirmidzi, Ibnu Majah dan al-Hakim)
• Sebagai penebus dosa Sabda Rasullah Sallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam kepada Sayyidatina Fatimah:
  
  Maksudnya: "Hai Fatimah,berdirilah di sisi korbanmu dan saksikanlah ia, sesungguhnya titisan darahnya yang pertama itu pengampunan bagimu atas dosa-dosamu yang telah lalu". (Hadis riwayat al-Bazzar dan Ibnu Hibban)
• Mendapat tempat yang mulia di sisi Allah.
  
  Sabda Rasullah Sallahahu 'Alaihi Wasallam:
  
  Maksudnya: "Wahai manusia, sembelihlah korban dengan mengharapkan pahala daripada Allah dengan darahnya, bahawa sesungguhnya darah korban itu jika ia tumpah ke bumi maka ia akan mengambil tempat yang mulia di sisi Allah Azza Wajalla." (Hadis riwayat Thabrani)
• Rasullah Sallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam pernah bersabda:
  
  Maksudnya : "Tiada dibuat oleh anak Adam pada Hari Raya Adha akan sesuatu amal yang lebih disukai oleh Allah Ta'ala daripada menumpahkan darah (menyembelih korban). Bahawa korban itu datang pada hari kiamat dengan tunduk-tunduknya, bulu-bulunya dan kuku-kukunya. Sesungguhnya darah korban itu mengambil tempat yang mulia di sisi Allah sebelum darah itu tumpah ke bumi, maka hendaklah kamu buat korban itu dengan hati yang bersih." (Hadith riwayat Tirmidzi)

Ancaman terhadap orang yang mampu melakukan qurban tetapi tidak melaksanakannya. Daripada Abu Hurairah Radhiallahu 'anhu katanya, sabda Nabi Sallallahu 'Alaihi Wasallam:

Maksudnya: "Barangsiapa yang ada kemampuan untuk berqurban tetapi tidak melakukannya, janganlah dia hadir bersama kami di tempat sembahyang kami".

Taman

We were YM-ing for almost 4 hours yesterday :) . From 7PM till 11PM. We talked about nothing. Just random conversations @ potpetpotpet. I was accompanying him study in library. Can you see the YM's quote? He wrote; ' You are the twinkle of my eyes, the smile of my lips, the joy of my face, without you, I'm incomplete ' ;) . Thanks Allah for Him :) .

ADB

Lambang Proton tu ambil dari Abang saya. Hehehe. Tak nak lah pakai logo Proton yang lama tu :P . ( Pss...lambang ni sebenarnya tunang Abang yang tempahkan ;) ) .

Dulu kat tepi kereta ni ada big white scrash. Then masa hantar untuk letak skirting, suruh orang pomen tu polish. Shining tak? ngee~ :D

Halamak! Siap boleh ternampak lak bayangan makhluk yang snap pic ni. =____=.

McD's drive thru sticker ;) . Supper kat Genting semata-mata nak sticker ni. Siapa punya kerja? Of course lah Abang saya punya kerja. Haih.

Next mission, nak tukar sport rim. Tak payah verangan lah Nurul oiii.. Kau bukannya nak drive pun kereta ni. =______=

* All these pictures were taken because my brother demanded me to snap it. Since he's in Klang, so he wanted me to MMS the new look of this car. *

Last Friday, kereta saya siap pun 'dicantikkan'. Tak lah cantik mana pun, just tukar skirting je. Skirting tu from Abang's, I mean my biological Abang ;) . Actually, I don't mind about the skirting. Need to change it or not. But, Abah who's the one yang nak sangat tukar cepat-cepat skirting tu. Bila dah siap di letakkan skirting, Mak pun cakap, next year mesti drive kereta tu. Bawak sendiri balik U. The things is, I'm just too afraid to drive. =_____________=

Malas nak ngomong banyak la, tengok je la my black ni. ADB = Abang Dan Bulat! :P:P:P . Hahahaha...

Imam

ME : Abang, don't worry words in Arabic yang abang selalu bagi tu, sayang faham la ;) .

HIM : Really? Words apa yang sayang susah nak lupa tu? Come on la :D .

ME : Alamak! Abang, sayang nak tidur la. Dah ngantuk. Lagipun sayang tak cakap pun sayang susah nak lupa words tu. Sayang just cakap, faham je kan? ;)

* A moment later, I sent him another message. Because I know, he must be sulk. Hehehe :D *

ME : Okla, words yang sayang faham tu, Ana uhibbuki khatiiran jiddan fillah. Sayang appreciates it a lot. Sayang harap, abang really means it.

HIM : Ahaa, abang baru je nak bagi ayat merajuk tadi, then message sayang sampai. Well..ana asefa la tahzan, sayosbeh kol she2 be khayr..Insha Allah.

ME : I know my sayang ni mesti akan merajuk. That's why sayang bagi message lain :) . Translate la apa yang abang tulis tu.

HIM : That's good, cepat bertindak ye? Bangga abang... ;) . Translate? Hmmm better not, once abang jadi imam sayang...baru abang berani, mudah-mudahan macam tu :) .

ME : Ouhkay, abang da cakap macam tu. Jadi,.. sokay. Mudah-mudahan dimakbulkan Allah.

HIM : Haha, merajuk dalam diam sayang ni. Hari Isnin nanti abang bagitau la maksudnya. Ameen :) . Shukran for your du'a.

* I need someone to translate me those italic and bold words. Could anyone? *

Will

I WILL ALWAYS LOVING YOU WITHOUT ANY FAILURE

Fly Me Away

Silver Moons and paper chains,

Faded maps and shiny things.

You're my favorite one-man show.

A million different ways to go.

Will you fly me away?

Take me away with you,

My love.

Painted scenes, I'm up all night.

Slaying monsters, flying kites.

Speak to me in foreign tongues.

Share your secrets one by one.

Will you fly me away?

Take me away with you,

My love.

Now I cant think what life was like

Before I had you by my side.

Cant say what I'd do without you,

Knowing what its like to have you.

Hidden walk ways back in time.

Endless stories, lovers cry.

In my mind I've been set free.

Will you take this Journey

You and Me?

Will you Fly me away?

Take me away with you,

My love.

Fly me away with you,

My Love.

Take me away with you,

My Love.

LDR

You live in one city and your crush lives on the other side of the country, sound familiar? So what do you do?

Every relationship has risks and never has a guarantee or expiration date. This is why many people try not to fall in love because they don't want to get hurt.

A long distance crush is hard! As much as you like each other, you're missing physical contact. This situation can cause anxiety and insecurity. Still, if you really like this boy you should at least give it a try, right? Communication is very important.

Don't forget about the rest of your normal life: study, go out with friends, and of course enjoy life!

If the love is real, than the distance will not be a problem.

* This kinda relationship happen to me and my sayang. *

Hug Therapy

Don't you love to give your best-friend a hug or even your cute kitty cat?

We as human love to get hugs from our mothers, fathers, sisters, aunties...Hugs are good! Hugs can calm us down and make us feel better. So, if one day you're feeling a bit sad and you feel like you need a hug, you can hug your Teddy Bear; he'll make you cheer up a bit.

Congrats!

Last night. Kemas-kemas tempat tidur. Wait! Tempat tidur? Apsal skema sangat bunyiknya? Katil sudah! My little sister congrated me.

HER : Kak! Congrats to both of you!

ME : (Terkejut and tergamam! Memang blur sangat waktu tu!) Congrats? Sebab apa pulak? (Muka dah panas-panas kot time tu :P).

HER : You guys are improving another step!

ME : HAHAHAHA! Siapa cakap? Tak kan Safra?

HER : Taklah! Tadi korang YM, nampak sangat akak tulis apa! Abang-sayang kan?

* YA RABB! Time tu rasa segan sangat-sangat! Malu-malu kucing. Entah-entah lebih lagi dari tu!

ME : Macam mana nampak?

HER : Tadi kan saya duduk tempat Abah. Then masa nak bangun, terpandang YM akak. Masa tu kat YM tulis, Habibi H****dth is typing a message...

* Untuk tak nak bersoal jawab dengan Adik, saya diam and pura-pura tarik selimut, tidur. But, slowly, texted my sayang ;) . Masa tu around 11:36PM.

ME : Abanggg!!!! Tolongg!!! Dikiz!!! Hahahahaha. Dia cakap congrats to both of us! Sayang blur-blur! Congrats apa pulak ni? (saya pun explain la semuanya dalam 1 message tu).

And as predicted, he will not reply my message when midnight. That's the rule. Because he wants me to sleep early =______= . And this morning, early morning, around 5:37AM ;) he replied my last night message.

HIM : Good morning, buah hati abang da pandai wake up sendiri, yeayeye! You know what? Abang rasa nak fly balik Malaysia, bila baca message sayang! Hahahaha tajam betul mata Adik Nuri.

* The thing is, I want him to explain to my two youngest sisters about us. Kan tak pasal-pasal kena 'ambush' macam ni!...But, the key is, yes, I'm happy and feel blessed!

Gifts Again

HIM : Sayang, on YM jap. Abang ada something nak send. Tapi tak seberapa.

ME : Ok.

* A few moments later. I signed in my YM.

ME : Kenapa suruh sayang on YM? Macam rushing je?

HIM : Yup. Abang nak lunch kat luar. That's why abang nak send something ni cepat-cepat. Dah ready?

ME : Kena tutup mata tak?

HIM : No need. Just take a deep breath.

ME : Ok! Im ready!

* Lama tunggu...Tapi tak la lama pun. Tak sampai seminit pun. Dah kalau my sayang nak bagi, mesti sekejap pun rasa lama. Hahahaha :P

ME : Abang ni...ha baru nak cakap...

HIM : Abang ni apa?

ME : Saja bagi saspen lama-lama kan..

* Banyak tau files dia bagi. After 3 files,...

ME : Banyaknya bang?

HIM : Banyak-banyak.

Guess how many files he sent me? 8 files people! And for sure all of those files showed he sang songs with his own voice! I feel like I want to upload his voice here, but I just can't. Macam-macamlah dalam file tu dia sebut, hahahaha. Cuma pelat or his slang tu ada lagi la ;) .

After that, I reminded him to go to lunch. Kesian kat kawannya tunggu lak. Then he answered, dah memang kat depan rumah pun. Hahahaha...Thanks again, you never failed to impress me, sayang :) .

Sabar

This is JIJI. Yes, she's a reporter. Hahaha. Kidding~. She's the one who is always encouraging me to stand and be patient. The one who reminded me that everything happened for a reason.

This is FARAH. My joyah's partner. Hehehe. Eventhough she's busy with her work as a nurse, but sometimes she will call and message me. Always give me advices and support me with him.

Thanks so much to both of you.

Jiji and Farah. Kenapa tiba-tiba mention nama dia orang kan? Sebab dia orang ni pernah cakap sesuatu pada saya. Dia orang cakap apa? SABAR! Yes! Dia orang cakap saya sabar. Terlalu sabar. Jiji cakap, saya terlalu sabar bila kawan dengan 'A' (perasan tak, this is the first time I mention my sayang initial name?) ;) yang jauh. Saya sendiri pun tak sedar betul ke saya sesabar tu? Pejam celik pejammmmm (pejam dulu ye, ehehe) dan celik balik, saya dan 'dia' dah 2 tahun berkawan. Macam-macam benda saya dah lalui. Gembira, sedih, perit jangan cakaplah, semua pernah singgah dalam diari hidup saya.

Tapi...entahlah. Saya pun tak tau kenapa saya masih lagi ada untuk 'A' tu. Walaupun masa tu kami belum lagi jadi an item. Rahsia Allah mungkin. Then Farah, last week she called me. Lama kami berborak. Plus she got free call credit. So she managed to call me and we talked a lot of things. From our planning to hang out this becoming Raya Hajj (can't wait to meet you up girl!) and of course Farah asked me about my 'A' :) .

She asked me about 'our' progress. I told her everything. Including our 2nd anniversary :) and not to forget, about his mom's picture that he gave me :) . Farah cakap, kenapa selepas 2 tahun baru nak bagi gambar, kenapa selepas 2 tahun baru nak sedar semua tu? Kenapa tak dari dulu? Hahahaha Farah Farah. Bila datang mood berjoyah kau, tak boleh berhenti la kan?

Then Farah tanya, macam mana ye kau boleh bertahan? Sabar betul kau ni Zaf! Kalau aku (Farah) tak tau la apa jadi tu. Then saya jawab, entah la. Kekuatan tu datang tanpa saya sedari. Sedikit demi sedikit saya go on with it. Walaupun pernah terasa perit. Tapi akhirnya, saya and 'A' jadi apa yang kami jadi hari ni. I feel blessed. Bak kata Jiji, hasil kesabaran saya selama ni :) .

Tiap-tiap hari saya selalu berbisik pada diri sendiri dan berdoa semoga Allah berikan saya dan 'A' kekuatan dan kepercayaan antara kami. Long distance relationship is not easy for us. Only trustworthy is the key. And yeah, communication is also needed.

Farah and Jiji used to request the same thing from me. Guess what? They want to be my bridemaids! Hahahaha. Long way to go for the wedding. But hey, wait!, who can predict the future right? What if I get marry tomorrow? HAAAAA????!!! Apa nak cakap kan? Auwww kenja lak tetengahari buta ni. Ngeng! By the way, thanks guys! You make my job easier. Tak payah nanti pening-pening nak cari bridemaid ;) . Korang nanti nak jadi bridemaids aku nak pakai baju color apa? Make sure cantik-cantik tau! Hahahaha..

Only You

~ONLY YOU SAYANG~

Hadir

Terima kasih kepada CINTA yang hadir sekali lagi dalam hati ini

Rugby + Makan

This is as start up.

Perrgghhh entah siapa la yang dahaga macam 2 hari tak minum. Nak-nak kalau milo ais. Addicted! :P

Emak and Abah. Abah pakai smart-smart macam tu bukan sebab nak makan lah. Tapi sebelum tu dia ada urusan di Yayasan Pahang :) .

Sotong and udang celup tepung. Sebenarnya makan ni pun dah kenyang. Tapi sebab nak mencekik, order ikan la apa la. =______=

My youngerst sister. She's sweating!

Reserved~

Mana pergi semua ni?

Menghabiskan sisa-sisa yang ada :P .

Tata~

Yesterday I went to Kuantan with my family. I tell you the truth, I was not happy. Because the day before, ( Friday ), I promised my sayang that I will YM-ing with him. Sebabnya Jumaat tu dia ajak YM tapi, hujan lebat la pulak. Nanti tak pasal-pasal terbakar router buat kali kedua. Hehehe. Plus I'm off my laptop. So I told him, I will YM yesterday. But the worst was, I couldn't make it happen! Arghhh I broke the promise!

After my mom told me about the planning, I ran to my handphone and texted him. An hour gone. He still didn't reply my message. So I texted him again. This time he replied. He told me he just came back from his friend's funeral. And he's okay if I go to Kuantan. We can YM anytime. I asked him, anytime? When? It's hard for us to get the opportunity to YM together. Then he made me calm :) . But I still feel guilty.

We were talking a lot of things. He said, he will play for rugby team at the end of next year. So his mission is to get six-packs body ;) . Auuwwww!!!! Me like it! ;) :P . Jangan sampai injured teruk-teruk da la ye. He convinced me, he won't.

Ahhh ya, I also asked him about his future working places. He listed 5 working places he has to choose. USA, UAE, New Zealand, Europe, or Africa. But he desires to work in UAE. Mungkin sebab dia pun datang dari situ jugak kot. Dia tak nak pergi USA atau Europe agaknya sebab tu bukan negara Islam. Dugaan banyak ;) . Tapi mana-mana pun sama. Dugaan tetap ada. And jangan lah dapat Africa. Lagi susah nak akses. With no facilities.

Hari ni harap-harap dapat YM dengan dia. Tapi tak janji pun semalam nak YM. Kang tak jadi lagi :D .

*P.s : Tu bukan pics yang pergi makan ikan bakar semalam. Those pics were taken on 3rd November 2010 :) . Selang 3 hari pergi 'memakan' ikan bakar lagi. Ngee~ *

Aku & Kau Berbeza

As I browsed online newspaper, I've found this article. It makes me think times. Many times.

Lelaki bujang menanggung dosa sendiri apabila sudah baligh manakala dosa gadis bujang ditanggung oleh bapanya. Lelaki berkahwin menanggung dosa sendiri, dosa isteri, dosa anak perempuan yang belum berkahwin dan dosa anak lelaki yang belum baligh. Beratkan?

Hukum menjelaskan anak lelaki bertanggungjawab ke atas ibunya dan jika dia tidak menjalankan tanggungjawabnya, maka dosa baginya terutama anak lelaki yang tua. Berlainan bagi perempuan, perempuan hanya perlu taat kepada suaminya. Jika seorang isteri berbuat baik kepada suaminya, pahala akan dapat kepadanya dan jika berbuat yang tidak baik, dosanya ditanggung oleh suaminya. Beratkan?

Suami diwajibkan memberi nafkah kepada isteri namun tidak bagi seorang isteri walaupun isteri boleh membantu. Haram bagi suami bertanyakan mengenai pendapatan isteri lebih-lebih lagi jika menggunakan pendapatan isteri tanpa izin.

Banyak lagi amanah dan tanggungjawab yang Allah kurniakan kepada insan bernama lelaki, lebih-lebih lagi kepada mereka yang bergelar si suami. Mengikut kajian yang dilakukan juga, nyawa seorang lelaki lebih pendek daripada perempuan, mungkinkah kerana bebanan dan amanah yang dipikul ini begitu berat untuk dilaksanakan atau mungkin kerana memikirkan beratnya dosa yang terpaksa ditanggung.

Wanita, auratnya lebih susah dijaga berbanding lelaki. Perlu meminta izin daripada suami apabila mahu keluar rumah tetapi tidak sebaliknya. Saksinya kurang berbanding lelaki. Menerima pusaka kurang dari lelaki.
Perlu menghadapi kesusahan mengandung dan melahirkan anak. Wajib taat kepada suaminya tetapi suami tidak perlu taat kepada isterinya. Talak terletak di tangan suami dan bukan isteri. Wanita kurang dalam beribadat kerana masalah haid dan nifas yang tidak ada pada lelaki.

Wanita perlu taat kepada suami tetapi lelaki wajib taat kepada ibunya, tiga kali lebih utama daripada bapanya. Bukankah ibu seorang wanita?

Wanita menerima pusaka kurang daripada lelaki tetapi harta itu menjadi milik peribadinya dan tidak perlu diserahkan kepada suaminya, manakala lelaki yang menerima pusaka perlu menggunakan hartanya untuk menyara isteri dan anak-anak.

Wanita perlu bersusah payah mengandung dan melahirkan anak, tetapi setiap saat dia didoakan oleh segala haiwan, malaikat dan seluruh makhluk Allah di muka bumi ini dan matinya jika kerana melahirkan adalah syahid kecil.

Di akhirat kelak, seorang lelaki akan dipertanggungjawabkan terhadap empat wanita - ibunya, isterinya, anak perempuannya dan saudara perempuannya. Wanita pula, tanggungjawab terhadapnya ditanggung oleh empat lelaki - suaminya, ayahnya, anak lelakinya dan saudara lelakinya.

Seorang wanita boleh memasuki pintu syurga melalui mana-mana pintu syurga yang disukainya, cukup dengan empat syarat saja iaitu sembahyang lima waktu, puasa di bulan Ramadan, taat kepada suami dan menjaga kehormatan.

Seorang lelaki perlu pergi berjihad fisabilillah tetapi seorang wanita yang taat pada suaminya serta menunaikan tanggungjawabnya kepada Allah, akan turut menerima pahala seperti pahala orang yang berperang fisabilillah tanpa perlu mengangkat senjata. Sayangnya Allah pada wanita!

Seorang wanita adalah pelengkap dan sememangnya istimewa di sisi seorang lelaki tetapi ingatlah wahai lelaki, kamu sebenarnya istimewa di sisi Allah. Kerana itu Dia mengangkat lelaki menjadi pemimpin. Maka, dengan keistimewaan itu, jagalah dan hargailah wanita sebaik-baiknya, supaya kelak dapat pulang mengadap Allah dalam keadaan istimewa di sisi-Nya.

Don't Wanna Message S-O-L-O

HIM : Salaam, ahlan sayang ;) . I don't wanna message S-O-L-O..ehehehe, howdie? Alhamdulillah, I feel so relieved, 1 paper da settle, 4 more to go :) . And thanks to you, sayang sangat-sangat membantu abang :) .

Everybody Is In L.O.V.E

True that!

I do!

Dancing in the rain!

Everyone dreams this!

I'll go wherever you'll go.

Gnomeo?

Auwwww they are so cute! Aren't they? Rasa nak cubit-cubit. Gerammm! ;)

The Ring Finger

Why do we wear our wedding rings on the finger we do? Because according to a Chinese legend, this finger represents partnership.

You don't believe us? All you have to do to be sure is join together all of your fingers and then fold the two middle fingers over. Now try to pull your hands apart. The 'ring fingers' will stick together.

Can you separate your thumbs? Yes, because these fingers represent your parents, and you must separate from your parents one day.

You can also separate your index finger because these fingers represent brothers and friends. There is a moment in your life when you will separate from some friends and even family.

Along the same lines, the pinky finger represents your future children.

And the middle finger represents you!

So the ring finger, the only one that is impossible to separate, represents your future partner, someone you will spend your whole life with.

Interesting and sweet, don't you think?

Abang-Sayang

November 3rd 2010 - Wednesday.

ME : Pakcik, semalamkan Adik Ifa tanya, akak panggil Abang ***an apa? Bulat jawabla, Pakcik- Bulat, Bulat-Pakcik la. Kenapa? Tau dia jawab apa? Laaaaa mundurnya korang ni! =_=

HIM : Whatt? Adik Ifa cakap macam tu? Pakcik da termalu sendiri now, tapi if bulat nak change.. no problem :) .

ME : Bulat tak nak jawab panjang-panjang. Nanti makin banyak dia tanya. Pastu mesti dia akan sakat pakcik. Berpeluh la pakcik nak menjawabnya. Bulat change? Bulat ikut pakcik je :) .

HIM : Hmmm I think it's okay, pakcik rela berpeluh jawab soalan dik Ifa..ini untuk kebaikan pakcik dan bulat. Hahaha...Hmmm, what if bulat yang bagi ideas, pakcik pilih okay? Kenalah bekerjasama ;) .

ME : Hermm apa ye? Bulat just fikir sayang. Sebab sayang sangat la :) .

HIM : Hmm sebelum buat confirmation and dikuatkuasakan..pakcik nak tanya, tak terconfuse ke nanti?

ME : Kenapa nak terconfuse? Pakcik pun fikir word yang sama ke? Pakcik kan selalu eja as syg? It's okay je ;) .

HIM : Macam pakcik tak biasa bahasakan diri pakcik as sayang, terasa janggal..untuk bulat, sesuaila..pakcik fikir-fikir " abang-sayang "..hehe

ME : Abang-sayang pun ok jugak. Tapi sometimes bulat tetap nak panggil sayang.

* Senyum tak henti-henti. * Frankly speaking, we never declared ourselves as couple or an item. 'The feeling' and 'the situation' comes as we didn't realize it. Sedar-sedar panggilan nama kita orang dah berubah! Dari panggil nama masing-masing, then bila geram-geram terkeluar words Bulat-Pakcik. Last-last tukar jadi Abang-Sayang!!! Betullah orang cakap, kalau panggilan tu boleh membuatkan persekitaran bertukar. Bukan persekitaran di sekeliling ni, tapi atmosfera hati antara 2 orang. Perasaan tu akan jadi lain. Sungguh!

And to my Abang sayang, Good Luck for your final today!!! My Doas always with you! :)

Loghat Al Ain = Bahasa Matamu

Jamila is another single from them.

Ha kalau nak tau mana satu Shant Gerabedian, tu yang belah kiri sekali and dia sorang je pandang tempat lain.

This picture was taken when they shot for this single. Jambu kan yang rambut panjang tu? Hehehe. The tallest one, tu yang tangan dua-dua pegang palang besi. Pakai singlet je.

Qaletli law fi meni thnayn

She said, if there were two of me

Ay wa7da mna tekhtar

Which one of us would you choose

Ana eli afham loghat el3ayn

I understand the language of the eyes

Wala heya kolaha te7tar

Although she is completely confused/undecided

Qelteha b kol el wjoud

I told her in all confidence

Methlek enti ma laqi ethnayn

I can not find two like you

Laken law faradna mawjoud

But if we pretend and I must choose

Akhtar ana loghat el3ayn

I choose the language of the eyes

Qalet

She said

Sa2aletni b la7that jnoun

She asked me in a moment of madness

Law ana ghayrak haweit

If I loved someone other than you

Hel teqdar tesame7ni yom

Could you forgive me someday

Wala tjafeeni ma 7ayat

Or will you be harsh to me for as long as I live

Qeltelha hatha el sou2al

I told her that this question

Ma te7taji ts2ali

Is unnecessary of you to ask

Law 7abayti gheiri ensa

If you loved someone else, forget it

Sa3et-ha jawbi 3alih

When that moment comes, respond to him

Qalet

She said

A7ebak, a7ebak, a7ebak

I love you, I love you, I love you

Qalat-ha w ghamadat 3aynayha

She said it and closed her eyes

A7ebak, a7ebak, a7ebak

I love you, I love you, I love you

Qalat-ha w ghamadat 3aynayha

She said it and closed her eyes

W e3tyatni bosa wala a7la

And she gave me a lovely kiss

Qeltelha ya raytek t3eedeeha

And I told her to do it again

*Repeats left out

I saw this song last night at Arabic's channel in ASTRO. Arrghhh forgot the number of the channel. 119 if I not mistaken. They are UTN1. Which stands for Unknown To No One. Originally from Iraq! I told you people! The first man who sang in the MV was made me, OMG, he's so jambuu!!! Plus he looks like a lady. No wonder he got long hair. While the tallest one, has unique voice. Rare. And another one is, Shant Garabedian :D . Hahahaha I mentioned his name because there are another member who are also got same height like him :P .

Ok ok enough about them. But the most important thing is,... (drum rolls)... the lyricsss!!!! I LOVE the lyrics. The song is about a guy told all of us (as a listener) about his girl. Their sweet and lovely love story :) .

* I just found out, Nadeem, who's the tallest in this group had left since 2009. What a big lose -.- . *