Stop

I WISH I COULD STOP THE TIME AND SPEND PRECIOUS, SPLENDID, AND GREAT TIME TOGETHER WITH YOU UNTIL MY LAST BREATH. AND TO TIME, YOU MAY KEEPS TICKING AFTER ALL THAT HAPPEN.

Never Get Back

... AND LOVE LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN HURT BECAUSE EVERY SIXTY SECONDS YOU SPENT UPSET IS A MINUTE OF HAPPINESS YOU WILL NEVER GET BACK.

Tak Suka Tapi... Suka

Movie ni saya tengok masa Form 1 kot. Masa tengok tu, terdetik dalam hati, 'Woahhh siapa mamat ni?' Tak handsome kan? Tak apa la. But for me, he was handsome. Why was? This guy has passed away two years ago. Die young. Part mana yang saya suka about this guy? His eyes. Tengok cara dia pandang that girl yang tengah baca poems tu. Cair la konon ni? Tak adalah! Hehehe. Even though in that scene, the guy buat-buat tak tau bila girl baca poem tu, but he had heart for the girl. This guy name? HEATH LEDGER :). He's one of my favorite actors.

10 things I hate about you poem

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

Stop Beats

I keep falling for you day by day. And I will always do it until my heart stop beats.

1Month

Today is 3rd of December. What is so special about this date? Sebab, tarikh hari ini, kami sambut ulang tahun, ( eh tak sampai setahun pun lagi, baru bulan :P ), ulang bulan kami yang pertama :) . We have been together for more than two years. But as me and him grown up, we have a few anniversaries to be remembered ;). Kali ni tak boleh dipanggil anniversary lagi, sebab tak sampai setahun. Jadi let us call it as Month-niversary :). I wish, we can celebrate this 'anniversary' every month, and of course for many years to come.

He just realized that we have a few anniversaries between us. I told him, that's okay. Because it will make us more special than others ;). To YOU, Happy 1Month-niversary Sayang! May Allah always keep our hearts together and bless us. Ameen.

Hidup Denganmu

Alaa sweetnya la haiii :) .

* The title of the post tu bukan terjemahan untuk tajuk lagu ni ye. Jangan salah faham lak ;) . *

Louph!

Love is not something you decide to create it needs to build you need to learn how to relate.

Love is not something you can decide to walk away from once your in love it is hard to get away from You can not love someone because of their appearance but love them for the sake of Allah. Love them for the sake of character. lthem for the sake of for-filing your religion. Remember the difference between fiction & non fiction.

If you happen to love a person from the start, when you with out them your whole world turns dark, that you can not think nothing bad of them, sick at the taught of loosing them , bruised at the fact that you are not connecting to themthen maybe it is a sign to go out and reach for themits a two way thing but remember in between two the shaytan is third, know what to say. If you do not love a person it does not mean that you should walk away. Learn to love them by marriage know each others ways!Love is not created with in a single moment, it needs to be felt through struggle, experience, pain, anger, joy, fun, ups & downs. Walk aways to reunited again. Boiling point to being excited and together again.

Love does not need to occur in ones heart, some people happen to be together for 20 years not for the sake of love but for the sake of love for the deen. I find this reasonable and very smart leaves no one in a lonely situation. So stop being pathetic and daft.

Remember the meaning of love is not falling in love to quick but marrying and building your love. I heard that it then grows and becomes very thick, thicker then those who happen to be in love. you learn more as the day goes by.Mary for the sake of Allah. Insha allah then not a other day goes by were you Insha Allah learn more, get facinated by finding out through experience about what they are about and realize that he or she happen to be the one your heart beats for.

You kiss a lot of frogs as they say but its hard for you to find the one that makes you feel a certain way. You meet a lot of kings & Queens who are not willing to settle you down in their kingdom. Most of them like the sound of youwant you there but are not capable to settle down with you. Waste your time and tell you to come through...

Understand this duunya has its ups and downs. Stability constantly living sunaly! Insha Allah aids you and makes you understand the key points of Love and Marriage it can save you, Motivate you, Better then a linkage with a brother that can not even show respect, better then a sister who goes around your back know were you stand and remember we are Muslims and that's a fact!

* I took this from a page from FB. *

November-licious

DECEMBER! Woahhh dah masuk bulan baru. Maknanya ni bulan terakhir untuk tahun 2010. Then welcome 2011! And secara tak langsung, umur pun dah bertambah. Ouhhhh noooo!!! Oh ya, exam dah habis. Tapi tak tau nak balik bila. Baju pun tak kemas lagi. Haih -.- . Insha Allah esok balik la. Duduk lama-lama pun tak tau nak buat apa. Ehehehe. Ha, as always, I will sum up on what had happened last month, November. Well November, thanks for being so nice to me. I feel so happy and bliss. My relationship with him goes smooth and on track.

November brought me to a new situation. New atmosphere. Me and him are stronger day by day. I hope Allah will keep us close together and bless us. Like I told you, long distance relationship is ain't easy. But, Alhamdulillah, we always trying to do the best to both of us. We try not to hurt each other. We shared every single moment together. We are happy living in this way, but at the same time, we are keep on struggling to maintain this situation. In our hearts, no body knows we are missing each other badly. Show me who can dare to have this kind of relationship? Well, who knows we might share our experience and change tips together right? ;)

Yesterday, we were not SMS-ing. Almost 1100PM, he texted me. He texted me with his sweet words and wished me best of luck. But, I swear, I became speechless, numb, and blank when I read his message. But, I don't feel like I'm going to share what he texted to me :) . You are so sweet Sayang. Thanks so much. Je T'aime.

November, thanks so much for being so kind to me. December, welcome and please bring joyous to me, to him, to my family, and to all.

Same

I was looking at all of his pictures in my laptop. Miss him maybe ;) . Then I received a message; ' Sayang, lepas sayang solat Isya'...YM-ing :) ' . What a bless! We have the same thought! Saat kau ingat aku, ku ingat kat kau. Lalalala~ . Ok lah, nak solat Isya' then YM with him! :) :) :)

No Idea

Another 1 paper to go. Tadi jawab subjek Pembangunan Lestari. Fuhhh agak nervous la jugak nak jawab ni. Sebab lecturer ni macam rigid je nak bagi markah. But, luckily everything went well. Alhamdulillah :) . Then, Rabu ni lak paper Social Science Research lak. Paper ni lagi hebat, if tak lulus tak berTESIS la saya semester depan. Ya Allah, moga-moga saya lulus dengan cemerlang untuk paper ni and papers yang lain. Urm sedar tak sedar dah nak bertesis aku rupanya. Haih lepas tu, kena praktikum lak. Woahhhh time is flying so fast! I even don't feel it :O :O :O .

Oh ya, now my followers are 5 people! Tau jumlahnya sikit, tapi kira ok la sebab saya memang tak share pun link blog ni kat kawan-kawan di FB yang seramai 2K tu. I just blogging for my own satisfaction. Apa-apa yang terasa kat hati ni saya luahkan di sini. Jadi siapa yang tau, tau lah apa yang saya tuliskan ;) . For those who are following my blog, thanks so much ya :) . Keep following it :) .

* Salji dah turun! Sekarang ni rumah, pavement, and rambut semua dah bertukar color putih sikit-sikit = Him :) . Welcome Winter! *