Tamally

Monday
10:20PM

Check emel. Yaaaaa sukanyaaaa sebab ada 2 mel dari dia. Dah berbulan tak bermesej tiba-tiba bagi through emel pulak. Tapi tak apa janji ada kan. Boleh mesej guna phone tak nak pulak. Heeeee. Dia bagi 2 files dalam bentuk WAV Audio. Nak tau apa benda tu? Alah dalam bentuk record lah. Confirm his voice. Lagu Tamally :). Yayyyyyyyy!!!! Boleh lah set as message tone. Weeeee :D:D:D:D:D

Po Po Po Poem

Aduhhh bosan sungguh hari ni. Seharian menghadap FB and YM. Youtube dah tengok, slow macam siput pulak. Refresh kat FB sendiri dah berapa kali refresh dah. Hurmm teringat pulak kat Reader's Digest. Pagi tadi baca poem dalam Reader's tu. Lepas tu ada link poem. So I did browse the link. Best baca all the poems. Ni salah satu poem yang I baca. Tengok ni :

“No, I wasn’t meant to love and be loved”

by Mirza Asadullah Khan Ghalib

No, I wasn’t meant to love and be loved.

If I’d lived longer, I would have waited longer.

Knowing you are faithless keeps me alive and hungry.

Knowing you faithful would kill me with joy.

Delicate are you, and your vows are delicate, too,

so easily do they break.

You are a laconic marksman. You leave me

not dead but perpetually dying.

I want my friends to heal me, succor me.

Instead, I get analysis.

Conflagrations that would make stones drip blood

are campfires compared to my anguish.

Two-headed, inescapable anguish!—

Love’s anguish or the anguish of time.

Another dark, severing, incommunicable night.

Death would be fine, if I only died once.

I would have liked a solitary death,

not this lavish funeral, this grave anyone can visit.

You are mystical, Ghalib, and, also, you speak beautifully.

Are you a saint, or just drunk as usual?

Translated by Vijay Seshadri

Fall

Dont make a person fall for you if you know by heart youre not serious about it.

Diam

Diam itu bermaksud aku sabar.
Diam itu bermaksud aku tenang.
Diam itu bermaksud aku marah.
Diam itu bermaksud aku sedih.
Diam itu bermaksud aku letih.
Diam itu bermaksud aku berfikir.

Beach

Nice view right?

The Diva

This Is Us

Broken heart...Hahaha...Just kidding :P

The Girls

Tired already???

:P

Weeeeee!!!! Hye hye hye!!! Rasa macam dah berabad tak tulis blog. Lost momentum of blogging. ;) Nak cerita pasal apa ye? Haaa last week me and my family went for a holiday. At beach. Lama dah tak pergi ke pantai. So, since my brother's friend live near the beach, apa lagi, kami pun ambil peluang lah berpose bagai. Hehehe...

Then malamnya pula, ada BBQ. But, sorry I can't upload the BBQ's pics because of some reasons. Tapi tak pe nah sila lah tengok pics yang sempat di snap. Banyak sebenarnya. Tapi ni yang terpilih. Cheewwaahhh!!!! Enjoy!!!!

THINK

Sometimes I am just too tired to think what this mess up all about. I tried to put it aside and act like usual. But I cant. Sometimes we can be very friendly, but just in a flash of an eye, we become like a stranger with each other. Do we want this happen on and on? Me myself dont want this bad, odd and unhappy situation happen.

Please get back to NORMAL * THE SITUATION *. I dont want become a victim on their problems. Wish that girl knew this. Get real and think. THINK!

Illness

Hari ni dah masuk hari keempat demam, selesema, blocked-nose, and sore-throat. Agaknya sebab cuaca yang SANGAT PANAS dan KERING lah. Biasa lah kan sekarang panas, tak tahu lah sebab apa. Mommy said, sebab Allah marah kot. Jadi semua 'kena'. Maksudnya, semua kena panas ni. Zafi fikir betul juga. Sekarang ni, banyak sangat benda-benda tak elok terjadi. Dunia akhir zaman.

Drive Away???

Semalam after almost 6 months, YUP 6 MONTHS!!!!!, tak drive, rasa kekok sangat. Aduhhhh nervous je drive. Tak tau kenapa. Macam kayu!!! Padahal bukan jauh pun kena drive. Dari rumah ke sekolah je. Tapi dalam hati tu selalu berangan, nak juga drive, nak juga drive. Bila dengar kawan-kawan cerita, dia orang dah kena drive untuk mak ayah, Zafi pun rasa nak juga.

Erkkkk tapi Daddy kalau pergi kerja, drive sendiri. Dulu bawa kereta sendiri, but since kereta abang kecil sikit jadi drive kereta abang pula. And now, Daddy drive my car pula kalau pergi kerja. Sebab kereta abang bunyi kuat sangat. Ekzos besar sangat kot. Bila fikir-fikir balik, ada kereta macam tak ada je, sebab nak drive takuttt!!!! Apa yang nak ditakutkan tak tau lah.

Urmmmm cuti 2 bulan ni, nak juga get back my momentum to drive. Good Luck To ME!!!

Nasi Dah Jadi Bubur Ke Kak???

Dah berapa jam duduk mengadap blog ni. Tapi tak tau nak tulis apa. Nanti kalau cerita pasal heart-broken muak pula. Ehhh tapi tak apa kan? Sebab ni memang tempat Zafi selalu merepek pun. Hurmmm ok macam ni lah, dalam hari.......hari apa ye? Hari Rabu kot kalau tak silap, my sis, Safra, told me that 'he' and his girlfriend dah clash. Haiiiii tak kan sebulan je kot bertahan??? Dulu THAT girl jugak yang beria-ia suka kat that guy. Sampai that guy tak dapat nak bezakan siapa yang kenal and know all his flaws. And not to forget his disease. Ok leave that matter aside.

Cuma Zafi rasa geram sangat, kenapa sekarang baru that girl sedar yang dia tak suka kat that guy? Why she broke his heart? Arggghhhhh kalau orang fikir memang lah kan, kenapa Zafi nak sibuk-sibuk pasal dia orang? Tapi dia orang tak tau, because of her, that guy and I became like a stranger. Masing-masing buat hal sendiri. I hate it!!!

Blurghhhh!!!!

Teach

SELAMAT HARI PEKERJA!!! Hari ni dah bulan 5. Nak masuk setengah tahun dah pun. Sekejap je. Ok bukan nak cerita pasal tu, tapi pagi tadi, masa tengah jadi bibik, basuh kain baju dan segala macam lagi, tiba-tiba Ibu panggil. Ibu cakap ada dua orang anak Cik Ros nak belajar. Hahhhh masa bila pula Zafi cakap nak ajar anak dia? Memang Cik Ros ada tanya, tapi Zafi tak la cakap yes or no.

Aduhhh nak ajar apa ni ye? Sebab tak plan nak ajar apa. Tak apa lah Zafi pun turun, then jumpa anak-anak Cik Ros tu. Dia orang datang bawa homeworks masing-masing. Ok, boleh ajar dia orang buat homeworks tu.

Tapi yang Zafi perasan, anak lelaki Cik Ros, Akmal, macam lambat proses apa yang Zafi cakap. And then dia tak boleh, bezakan antara huruf, b, d, p, q, n, dan u. Aishhh macam mana ni? Akmal tu darjah 2. Kalau apa yang Zafi tahu, Akmal tu tergolong dalam Disleksia. Maksudnya macam tak boleh nak bezakan huruf-huruf tadi la. Then, dia macam lambat nak proses huruf yang Zafi sebut. Tapi yang seorang lagi, Ekin, darjah 1, jenis cepat tangkap. But, yang bagusnya, dia orang boleh la fokus apa yang Zafi ajar. Tapi ajar sekejap je lah. Budak-budak tak boleh ajar lama-lama, nanti dia orang tak boleh nak hold apa yang kita ajar.

Zafi ajar juga dia orang sebut, walaupun dia orang tak faham sangat. At least, they get the right pronounciations. After dia orang balik, Zafi terfikir nak tunjuk dia orang abjad dari A-Z. Start all over again. Kadang-kadang rasa kesian juga, tak kan nak biarkan. Nanti dah besar, lagi susah. Then dia orang cakap, esok nak datang lagi. Tapi bawa subjek lain pula. Lega Zafi rasa. Ingatkan dah tak nak datang.