Yesterday was his first practical day.
I messaged and wished him luck.
He replied.
But Im too sleepy to reply it ASAP.
I just replied it after 30 minutes.
Everything seems so odd.
But I will try to get back all that like before.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Off To...
Its the day!!!
I will be off to my hometown.
Cant wait.
And now its 11:03AM.
I skip the Demography's class. :)
Today is just a presentation day.
I already done my presentation.
Oh ya, I just logged in to my Safra's FB account.
And hell yeah, accidentally I saw his page.
Feel empty.
Just let it go.
Im a STRONG GIRL.
I LOVE MYSELF. <3<3<3
I will be off to my hometown.
Cant wait.
And now its 11:03AM.
I skip the Demography's class. :)
Today is just a presentation day.
I already done my presentation.
Oh ya, I just logged in to my Safra's FB account.
And hell yeah, accidentally I saw his page.
Feel empty.
Just let it go.
Im a STRONG GIRL.
I LOVE MYSELF. <3<3<3
Sunday, April 4, 2010
I Am Ok Now...I Guess
I am ok now.
Eventhough I dont feel like I am ok.
Sometimes my heart beats so fast.
Dont know why.
Arrrghhh I hate this feeling.
Bit by bit I tried to forget him.
But I know how come I forget him, because we are very close before, and still standing.
I dont want let him go.
But I have no power to stop all this happen.
Is it the way that I choose is the best for me?
Am I very sure that I wont get hurt?
Am I strong enough to face it all?
Who is going to catch me when Im fall?
Arghhh no worries.
Because I got a lot of wonderful people who are willing to be with me whenever I need them.
Thanks so much to those wonderful people.
Without you I might be fall and injured so badly.
If Im fall,
Please hold me,
Treat me,
Heal me,
So that I can stand up again.
Teach me for the best,
Guide me to the best,
And Allah's willing I'll be the BEST among the REST.
Eventhough I dont feel like I am ok.
Sometimes my heart beats so fast.
Dont know why.
Arrrghhh I hate this feeling.
Bit by bit I tried to forget him.
But I know how come I forget him, because we are very close before, and still standing.
I dont want let him go.
But I have no power to stop all this happen.
Is it the way that I choose is the best for me?
Am I very sure that I wont get hurt?
Am I strong enough to face it all?
Who is going to catch me when Im fall?
Arghhh no worries.
Because I got a lot of wonderful people who are willing to be with me whenever I need them.
Thanks so much to those wonderful people.
Without you I might be fall and injured so badly.
If Im fall,
Please hold me,
Treat me,
Heal me,
So that I can stand up again.
Teach me for the best,
Guide me to the best,
And Allah's willing I'll be the BEST among the REST.
Kalau...
Bagaimana kalau satu hari nanti saya tiada di sisi awak?
Bagaimana kalau satu hari nanti kita bukan macam kita yang sekarang?
Kuatkah kita untuk menghadapinya?
Awak pernah tak fikir akan hal itu?
Awak pernah bayangkan tak apa akan jadi?
Are we going to be like a TOTALLY strangers?
Are we willing to let it happen?
Kalau suatu hari nanti saya tidak lagi di sisi awak,
Saya mahu awak :
Bagaimana kalau satu hari nanti kita bukan macam kita yang sekarang?
Kuatkah kita untuk menghadapinya?
Awak pernah tak fikir akan hal itu?
Awak pernah bayangkan tak apa akan jadi?
Are we going to be like a TOTALLY strangers?
Are we willing to let it happen?
Kalau suatu hari nanti saya tidak lagi di sisi awak,
Saya mahu awak :
* Menikmati hidup ini dengan sebaiknya.
* Jaga hati dan perasaan orang di sekeliling, sama ada awak kenal rapat atau tidak.
* Jujur. Jujur itu sangat penting. Kerana hanya kejujuran yang boleh buat orang percaya pada awak. Once you break the trust that people put on you, you'll never get it back.
* Jangan pernah lupa akan kenangan kita. Kerana ianya akan kekal untuk selamanya.
* Jangan lupakan saya.
* Jaga hati dan perasaan orang di sekeliling, sama ada awak kenal rapat atau tidak.
* Jujur. Jujur itu sangat penting. Kerana hanya kejujuran yang boleh buat orang percaya pada awak. Once you break the trust that people put on you, you'll never get it back.
* Jangan pernah lupa akan kenangan kita. Kerana ianya akan kekal untuk selamanya.
* Jangan lupakan saya.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
1000
1000.
Hari ini genap 1000 kawan dalam Facebook. :)
Nak tahu siapa yang ke-1000?
My 'ex'.
Geli betul lah nak sebut 'ex' tu.
Sebab macam tak je.
Walaupun setahun kami 'berkawan'.
Tapi kami bawa haluan masing-masing dengan cara yang baik.
Like adults.
Hari ini genap 1000 kawan dalam Facebook. :)
Nak tahu siapa yang ke-1000?
My 'ex'.
Geli betul lah nak sebut 'ex' tu.
Sebab macam tak je.
Walaupun setahun kami 'berkawan'.
Tapi kami bawa haluan masing-masing dengan cara yang baik.
Like adults.
I Will Skip The Class
Pheewwww what a relieved!!! Tadi Zafi call lah lecturer untuk Tarian Tradisional. Tapi 2 kali cannot be reached. A few minutes after that, she called me back.
Zafi cakap lah tak boleh datang assessement next week, sebab balik kampung. Lagipun, minggu depan, dah tak ada class. Masa tu suara Cik Muhaini, lembut je. Ha senang hati Zafi. Shukran Jazilan Ya ALLAH sebab permudahkan urusanku.
Cik Muhaini cakap, its ok, but I have to attend exam with other students. Maksudnya students yang tak boleh datang minggu depan juga. And we will be seating the exam in examination's week.
Everything I do, is for my sister. Safra. Ha ingat senang ke nak skip class tu. Then kena ganti dengan exam pula tu. This is because I dont want spoil Safra's birthday celebration. Family is way more important for me than other things.
Zafi cakap lah tak boleh datang assessement next week, sebab balik kampung. Lagipun, minggu depan, dah tak ada class. Masa tu suara Cik Muhaini, lembut je. Ha senang hati Zafi. Shukran Jazilan Ya ALLAH sebab permudahkan urusanku.
Cik Muhaini cakap, its ok, but I have to attend exam with other students. Maksudnya students yang tak boleh datang minggu depan juga. And we will be seating the exam in examination's week.
Everything I do, is for my sister. Safra. Ha ingat senang ke nak skip class tu. Then kena ganti dengan exam pula tu. This is because I dont want spoil Safra's birthday celebration. Family is way more important for me than other things.
Happy Birthday : Sweet 17
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Nur Safra Zarifah, (adoiii panjang nama, ok sambung )
Happy birthday to youuuu!!!!!
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Nur Safra Zarifah, (adoiii panjang nama, ok sambung )
Happy birthday to youuuu!!!!!
Today is my sister's birthday. You are a big girl now. Matured. Sekejap je masa berlalu. Dah 17 tahun ye. Kalau boleh biarlah kematangan mu itu seiring dengan usia. Atau lebih matang dari usia. So that people proud of you.
Nak tahu attitude Safra ni macam mana? Dia anak yang ketiga, jadi kalau anak ketiga orang cakap macam berangin sikit. Kan? Safra ni kadang-kadang cepat juga tersentapnya. Tak boleh orang salah cakap sikit, mula lah membawa diri. Hehehe..
Tapi bila masa dia jenis tak kisah tu yang best. Kalau orang kacau dia, dia buat tak tahu je la. Sebab dia dah malas nak melayan. Dia hanya cakap, urmm ok ok.
Safra ni tak kedekut pun. Then kalau Zafi minta tolong ambilkan barang, dia akan ambilkan and hantar lah kat Zafi. Padahal bukan jauh pun barang tu. Tapi saja malas ambil. Hahahaha.
Then lagi satu dia ni suka mencuba dalam masakan. Zafi?? Huh Zafi pula suka mencuba dalam MAKAN. Dia suka buat kek batik dan pudding marble. Sedap tau!!! Zafi hanya makan. Malas nak buat. Kalau tiba-tiba rasa nak makan, Zafi minta Safra buatkan. Tapi tak lah selalu. Safra pula akan cakap, beli barang dulu kalau nak suruh orang buatkan. Alah benda senang je tu. Lepas Zafi pergi beli barang, tunggu je lah Safra buat 'order' tu. Lagipun bukan jauh rumah dengan market. Jalan kaki je.
Semalam Abang Ain called, dia cakap this Saturday, Daddy nak celebrate birthday Safra. Im so excited dude!!! Lagi lah tak sabar nak balik Pahang. But.......but....
But when I went to dancing class today, my teacher told me that we got an assessement next week!!!!! Geeeeshhhh!!!!! Spoiled!!! I just dont understand what assessement all about??? Nak kata test dah lama habis test. Result pun dah keluar. Ni nak nilai apa lagi?
Habis lah planning Zafi nak celebrate birthday Safra. Alahhh macam mana ni? Allah what should I do? Please help me. Tolong lembutkan hati my choreographer. Zafi nak balik juga rumah. Tak kira tak kira tak kira. ( Habis kalau tak kira, nak apa?? Free of charge?? )
*Nanti pic Safra, Zafi akan upload kemudian.*
Friday, April 2, 2010
Ada Aku Kisah???
Before that please let me use the word 'aku'.
Panas betul hati aku Maghrib tadi. Entah macam mana ada seorang makhluk ni, dia add aku then aku approve je lah. Sebab aku fikir, tak kan orang add, kita nak ignore. Silap-silap nanti dapat lak message merepek merapu pula kan.
Lepas aku approve tu dia bagi komen kat new friendship macam ni :
Salam. Thanks because add me. Jangan sombong-sombong ok. Kalau tak, you out from my list.
What's the fish??? Kau add aku ke aku add kau weyh? Aku pun balas la :
Salam. Erkkk Im not add you, but you are adding me up first. Thank you.
Then mahkluk tu balas pula :
Erkkk dah tau orang add tu tak reti-reti nak cakap thanks ke ape ke.
Wahhh hati aku mahu tak panas. Mind your words yah. Apalagi aku dah tak balas komen tu, aku terus REMOVE je dari list. PADAN MUKA KAU!!! Ingat aku hairan sangat ke? Aku tak kenal kau, then nak suruh aku komen-komen kat kau. Tak beradab pula tu caranya. Puas hati aku.
Panas betul hati aku Maghrib tadi. Entah macam mana ada seorang makhluk ni, dia add aku then aku approve je lah. Sebab aku fikir, tak kan orang add, kita nak ignore. Silap-silap nanti dapat lak message merepek merapu pula kan.
Lepas aku approve tu dia bagi komen kat new friendship macam ni :
Salam. Thanks because add me. Jangan sombong-sombong ok. Kalau tak, you out from my list.
What's the fish??? Kau add aku ke aku add kau weyh? Aku pun balas la :
Salam. Erkkk Im not add you, but you are adding me up first. Thank you.
Then mahkluk tu balas pula :
Erkkk dah tau orang add tu tak reti-reti nak cakap thanks ke ape ke.
Wahhh hati aku mahu tak panas. Mind your words yah. Apalagi aku dah tak balas komen tu, aku terus REMOVE je dari list. PADAN MUKA KAU!!! Ingat aku hairan sangat ke? Aku tak kenal kau, then nak suruh aku komen-komen kat kau. Tak beradab pula tu caranya. Puas hati aku.
March : The Mix's Month
What date is today? What??? Dont know? Today's date is 2nd April. Yeah its April!!! *sigh* How fast the times flew. Dah bulan April rupanya.
Ok this time I will sum up what had happened in March.
* My birthday. Im so glad because there were so many people wished me. Either my friends in Uni, from previous school and also from FB. Thanks so much guys for all the wishes and the Doas. Hopefully all of your wishes and Doas are still alive for many years to come. ALLAH bless you. :)
* My friends's birthday. Jiji, Lienda, who else hah?? I cant remember. Ouuuhhhh and yahhhh his's birthday. Almost forgot.
* The saddest part is, about 'us'. Need to tell it again? I dont think so. We, I mean ME, had to face the hard situation. Everything SCREWED UP!!! I hate it....INFINITY.
Ok this time I will sum up what had happened in March.
* My birthday. Im so glad because there were so many people wished me. Either my friends in Uni, from previous school and also from FB. Thanks so much guys for all the wishes and the Doas. Hopefully all of your wishes and Doas are still alive for many years to come. ALLAH bless you. :)
* My friends's birthday. Jiji, Lienda, who else hah?? I cant remember. Ouuuhhhh and yahhhh his's birthday. Almost forgot.
* The saddest part is, about 'us'. Need to tell it again? I dont think so. We, I mean ME, had to face the hard situation. Everything SCREWED UP!!! I hate it....INFINITY.
* 29th March. What a surprise day for me ;
- Got SOMETHING SPECIAL from my family. My own. :) . THANK YOU.
- He messaged me. As always, he texted me with melting word. In proper language, he showed his appreciation towards me. I just thought randomly that he dont want to lost me, but, at the same time he wants the girl.
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